katherineNey's Journal

i havent been on DS in such a long time.  i miss talking to the people who helped me feel better.

things are going down hill again.

 i cant even describe the feelings and emotions anymore. they hurt to even talk about them.

my weight issue has failed yet again. i dont think ive gained weight but i sure as hell am not losing any which is the worst of my problems.

i miss having a best friend to talk to. i miss having someone to trust. i hate feeling alone and like i dont belong.

i hate everything about myself. i cant love myself because im disgusted with myself.

i wish i could kill myself. but im too much of a coward to actually do it. im  too scared of the pain.