Good news, I'm moving to Florida
November 30, 2008 7:33am
This is my first Journal, I'm Moving back to Orlando and getting the hell out of this lifeless marriage. I can't take being all alone here in …
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tms50 
7:20pm, December 16, 2008
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About Me
tms50
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About Me
Hi, I'm soon to be 52, seperated for passed 18 months. Looking for employment, and I want to find love, friendship, a partner to have fun with and relax and be happy again.I miss the hugs smiles, laughter, support& other important things between me and my man.I want to live life again!! I truly had 4 major losses, A, Grandpa, Fathernlaw, Mother, Husband his choice, but now a firm joint choice after the last 18 horrible months. My Daddy died just 6 years ago.My life is so different without the cheerleaders of my life.They all loved me so much, I always made them laugh and loved them unconditionly as they did me.I do know that life changes will happen and is sometimes wonderful and sometimes very painful. I left a 14 year career due to depression and going through all of this. I need a job so bad to move forward away from this mentally abuse from my X2B-husband. I think I will heal much faster. God will have a new door&path open soon, I just know he will.
Hi, I'm soon to be 52, seperated for passed 18 months. Looking for employment, and I want to find love, friendship, a partner to have fun with and relax and be happy again.I miss the hugs smiles, laughter, support& other important things between me and my man.I want to live life again!! I truly had 4 major losses, A, Grandpa, Fathernlaw, Mother, Husband his choice, but now a firm joint choice after the last 18 horrible months. My Daddy died just 6 years ago.My life is so different without the cheerleaders
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Interests
Interests #1 My 5 wonderful Grandkids & 3 of the most awesome daughters, but they don't live in Texas.I love my little 2yr Yorkie Pup Princess Lillee. I love music, dancing, Red wine, and I do have a habit that I do not want to give up...I smoke. I know this is a turn off for some.But it is a habit that I enjoy.I don't go to bars or clubs. I also think that some Men are very interesting, good looking. And believe me I want, need and would like to be with this special man Forever-No more divorce, life long 4-ever if I find him.
Interests #1 My 5 wonderful Grandkids & 3 of the most awesome daughters, but they don't live in Texas.I
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Married Twice-16 years- both times
August 27, 2008 5:33am
Hello everyone,
I have been in my second marriage for the past 16 years. I was married the first time for 16 years.Last year 2007 it all seem to …
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Celebration
Happy Passover Week, He has RAISEN and we are waiting for his RETURN..Amen!
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Rainbow
A FRIEND IS A ONE-IN-A-MILLION FIND, THE POT OF GOLD AT THE END OF THE RAINBOW, A TREASURE THAT GIVES YOU WEALTH UNTOLD.
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Good Luck
and may you have a great St Patricks Day with all its food and luck of the Irish Blessings.
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Prayer
Praying you are safe and your move went smoothly for you. Hoping all is well on your end and you are in good spirits. Love Bunches!
Hug
sending you lots of HUGS for the new year. Cindy
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentI lost my Fatherinlaw in FL. on July 31,2007 and my Grandfather in La.Aug.1,2007 My Mom in Al.March 20,2008 I'm not sure how this all happened so quickly in a short time frame.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- I don't cry as much now.
- Keeping Busy Not Working
- I also left a job of 14 years June 28,2007.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- I love music.
- Pets Working / Worked
- My little yorkie Princess Lillee is my life.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- I pray daily.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It is still very painful.
- Time Working / Worked
- It is not as painful.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Max dose 200 daily I was on it when all of them were sick since 2006.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionDepression can take your life into a Dark place, I know, I have been in it for 2 years, Husband wants a divorce after 16 years when I quit my 14 long year career due to 3 family members illnesses and the death. His father died July 31,07 and it was horrible, my grandfather the next day Aug 1,07 and then my mom this Year March 20th.
Treatments
- Meditation Considering
- I've tried, not working to good.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Needs alot of changes to my current situation to get happy again, I think
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- 200 mg a day. max dose
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- I have call the hotline for Emotional abuse. He doesn't get no where near Physical,never has , just gets up and leaves and may not be here for days.
- Divorce Considering
- He has not ever went to file it. We can't agree, so I guess I better get to it.
- Forgiveness Not Working
- My S2BX will not forgive any thing.
- Leave Not Working
- I don't have a job and I don't want to move out of my house.
- Talking Not Working
- He doesn't talk to me unless he has something nasty to say. I told him don't talk to me at all if he doesn't have something positive to say. He just told me over the phone tonight he is so disconnect from this situation, He has been out of town on business and won't be back until Nov. 23rd if then.
Open Life After Divorce
I have been married not once but twice, both 17 years. My current husband said we would never divorce, He lied, when I quit my job , and his father,my mother, and grandfather died, he said he didn't love me anymore. I still to this day don't understand what the hell happened.
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