im0ftheuniverse's Journal

Gesa says I should write about my moods and stuff. She wants me to keep a calendar and write down all of the productive things I do, so I can look at it and be proud of my accomplishments.

I try this technique again and again and again. I always give up on it. Maybe if I had more encouragement (clearly, seeing my therapist every week is good motivation. She really means business with this homework stuff)... my beau has been offering tons of this encouragement, too. Thanks, ProFiction! <3

OK sooooooooooooooooo today.

Accomplishments.

Didn't lose my temper with my mom. Tried on the gown!!! Felt really awesome!

Got up in plenty of time for my appointment. Cried far less than usual, laughed tons more than before. Also asked about the disability status stuff. Check! Ooooh. Also finally admitted that being in that kids' room has me eyeing up the play-doh every time. Next Tuesday it's mine. :D

Ummm what else. Took a speedy bubble-bath, a leisurely and much-needed leg-shaving session -- sorry haha. I'm proud of that. I hate having to do that stuff!! I guess when you have no motivation, that's what happens. Anyways, acccommmplisshhhmennnts.... Yes.

I'm almost done watching my silly off-air TV show on hulu and some Japanese (?) website. 4 more episodes. Then it's back to Oliver Sacks.

Oh yes. I've been reading! I read last night when I couldn't sleep. Still didn't help, but I read. I'm gonna retire to bed and pick it up again tonight.

Oooh. And tasted the last of the wedding cake flavors! AND PICKED THE ONE FINALLY! Woo!

Jeez this is lame.

Goodnight.