im0ftheuniverse's Journal

I feel another setback.

I was following my exercise dvd so well until the start of this week. It was just soooo much harder to get out of bed. I've been terrible all week, and because of that, even more down on myself and getting really upset with myself. 

I made a big step today and asked my mom to help me make phone calls to find a stupid place that will take my stupid insurance. She found one and gave me the number to set up my first appointment... Well, it turns out the doctor is out of the office until next week anyway, but they may not take me anyways because I have an application in with the state for disability... and she said "that's too much paperwork" so they don't do it.

I hope this one works out. Doesn't seem like it EVER will.

Also, I'm pretty lonely. My old college roommate was supposed to come visit me today/tomorrow but she had car trouble and canceled the trip. Blahhhh. I need some extra help this week. Why did I wait so long?