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im0ftheuniverse 
2:37pm, October 11, 2009
why do i feel so alone? i can't do this, i don't know what to do.
i think it started last thursday.
then last night the tears came back. why doesn't anything work? how am i supposed to get better? the things that will make me better are the things i just cannot do. i can't get out of bed, i don't eat and feel terrible all the time, i can't find the energy to do any exercise, i can't focus to read or do certain things, even watch tv, i can't find the motivation to do anything that i once loved any of my hobbies or interests are just so blah and a chore and everything hurts.
i feel like i need to be in a place where someone can help me. i need someone to help me get out of bed, to give me a plate of breakfast, to tell me it's 10 o clock and time to do some exercise, to tell me it's time to play a game with them, to put on a cd and grab me and get me to dance and live and breathe and
this sucks
why am i so down again? i was doing so well. fuck
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Oh I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. I care about you and am here to lift you up if I can. Remember to focus on the good and cherish each triumph. I hope you get pass this soon my friend. I am here to listen and I care. I just [put on some Techno music...let's get up and do some crazy random dancing!!!!
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