Journal Entry for March 25, 2009
Doing good :)
Well I guess I should start with the "basics" :) I'm 22, a young woman, and living in Edinburgh, Scotland. I am engaged to be married in 2011 to a wonderful man, and I am very excited, and trying not to get too carried away with the wedding planning. Currently unemployed, but trying to find a job that I can spend some years doing, while I complete my distance learning degree in Literature and Creative Writing. I hope to become an author one day, and I have some stories in mind, it's just hard to get them right on paper! :)
Well I guess I should start with the "basics" :) I'm 22, a young woman, and living in Edinburgh, Scotland. I am engaged to be married in 2011 to a wonderful man, and I am very excited, and trying not to get too carried away with the wedding planning. Currently unemployed, but trying to find a job that I can spend some years doing, while I complete my distance learning degree in Literature and Creative Writing. I hope to become an author one day, and I have some stories in mind, it's just hard to
I love meeting new people, talking, having a laugh. Being with my friends, learning new things, especially languages and cultures. I am a bit of a Sci-Fi nerd, and I watch Star Trek and Babylon 5, and I love Doctor Who! :D Reading is also a big favourite of mine, so if you know any good books, please recommend them to me! :)
I love meeting new people, talking, having a laugh. Being with my friends, learning new things, especially
Doing good :)
One of my short term goals is to lose 10 kilos (approx. 22 lbs), and I am just 3 kilos, or roughly 6 pounds away! I think I should be able to reach …
Woot! Another 2 lbs off from last week!
That brings the total to 13 lbs in a month *does happy dance!*
So tonight marked my 3rd weigh-in, woo hoo! And in 20 days, I have lost 11 pounds, yay!!
I know it will slow down at some point, and that there …
So this was my second week, second weigh-in since starting Scottish Slimmers. And I have lost: 1,5 pounds this week! Despite a chocolate binge AND an …
ahhhh, i was feeling EXTREMELY disappointed in myself when i set all that out, too. for one, being stuck at the same weight for what feels like eternity simply because of my habits, sucks so bad! it's like, "gosh jessi, you have control over this. take the reins!", you know? i like that, striving for improvement rather than perfection. we get so caught up in what we are, what we're not and what we want to be. it drives us crazy and ultimately leads to our failure. if i can just let what i'm not go. it's a hard task, for sure. i don't need to hide anything here! someone will understand and accept me. someone has been there, and has advice. all that. last week i thought about DELETING MY ACCOUNT! that's nuts! why would i do that?! lol. improvement. it's what i'm striving for from now on. thanks :).
thank you, thank you! have i ever asked you if you had aim/yahoo or myspace? well, do you? :P
hey, boo!
that's super helpful advice and i will seriously apply that guideline to a lot of my meals. gosh, calorie counting is the devil! it consumes you. so not for me. i'm glad you understand :P.
Thank you so much for the hug and the kind words of confidence! I wish I had as much as you! I'm just frustrated that my Dad is sick and I'm pissed off thaty I have to watch everything that goes into my mouth! You understand, I know. But I appreciate you letting me vent! I hope you are doing ok! HUGZ!!!
Progress
90 %
I have been overweight all my life. When I moved away from home to go to University, my diet changed for the worse, and I've gained even more weight, planting me firmly in the "obese" section of any chart. I hate it, but I am finding it hard to shift the pounds...
I was diagnosed with High Blood Pressure in October 2007, and it came as a bit of a shock. I personally think it was a combination of my weight gain and the contraceptive pill that triggered it. Now I'm off the pill and working on losing weight to help my heart!