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janicesf 
hey new at this so hope i do ok. Been hibernating at home go out for appointments and food. Finding learning to walk again frustrating cos i can only do 2 hours max a day, my boys both had ADD growing up i spent so mucxh time being teacher help they might as well given me a degree lol. Left hubby in 1999 all i regret is the loneliness now the boys are indepant of me and emptyt nest sets in. Sad part is i lost my licence 3 years ago so getting abouts hard. Depression is always a battle especially when so called dad cant acknowledge his sons 22nd birthday i see the tears and i feel the pain, i unconditionally love my boys and James is engaged thasts my birthday boy and mark is 20, stupidly i decided to go to Kats 21st thats james fiance i felt ill at ease cos thetyre playing happy families while split up bit of a farce really new boyfriend on the scene already but the whole family friends grandparents all get together wiishing kat happy 21st same day birthday James says to me why couldnt my 21st be like this. Theres no answer when his dad doesnt allow his son to be his friend on bebo or send a gift course theres more to it but i think the unconditional love lecture got missed so i urge everyone whose divorsed never divorce your kids if they say stupid hurtful things think cos you may move on with your life with a new wife new kids but the old life still carries on with hearts breaking. tommorow i have a scan for tailbone pain and steroid end of october and get a new leg hopefully more comfortable i fly to wellington on thursday so thats cool to look foward too.
