Journal Entry for March 25, 2008
March 25, 2008 9:11pm
ell, hi journal it's me. It's been almost 3 months and there had been days I really wanted to come on here and write to you, but I needed to …
tjkdiesel
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About Me
tjkdiesel
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About Me
Been cheated on numerous times, lied to constantly and left for days on end by my H for years, my H just told me that he wanted a divorce on 12-31-07. Happy New Year.
Been cheated on numerous times, lied to constantly and left for days on end by my H for years, my H just told me that he wanted a divorce on 12-31-07. Happy New Year.
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Interests
Trying to pull my life back together after a horrible, failed marriage. I wish I could have interests if I weren't so depressed and now screwed up.
Trying to pull my life back together after a horrible, failed marriage. I wish I could have interests
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Journal Entry for December 31, 2007
December 31, 2007 2:38am
Dear Journal, well it is over. My H did come home at 10pm and we started to talk and he said that he is sorry he did this and he wants a divorce. I …
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Journal Entry for December 29, 2007
December 29, 2007 5:42pm
Hi journal. Got back from vacation yesterday. Of course on the plane ride home H and I start fighting because he took off work Fri, Sat, Sun, & …
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Journal Entry for December 8, 2007
December 8, 2007 7:57pm
Dear Journal, My H informs me today that he knew about the other woman being pregnat for a few weeks. He told me that if I really …
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Journal Entry for December 7, 2007
December 7, 2007 5:29pm
When I thought things couldn't get worse in my marriage, I get a bomb dropped on me again. I just finished crying for hours because I found out …
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Read your profile. As a 50 yer old female;being married and divorced 3 times; find a carreer and move on with your life. I am going back to school for my R.N. Degree. My boyfriend now of 4 years is also a cheater. I am deciding whether to stay or should I go!! i will keep you in my Prayers. TT
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Hey, how are you doing? I wanted to give you a big hug.
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Hope all is well with you. My guess is that you don't need this site anymore and are moving forward with your life. I hope that is true...
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How's it going? I wanted to give you a big hug.
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Just wanted to give you a hug for support. You're a wonderful woman and friend.
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Close Infidelity
-H has cheated on me with many women -H will go to work and not come home for days, while turning his phone off. -Being manipulated and lied to constantly. -Paid for an abortion for another woman because it was my husband's mistake. -Crying everyday -Being unhappy all day everyday. -Anytime we fight H will take off and refuses to talk about our problems.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Considering
- Don't think it will work because my H isn't honest and takes no responsibility for his actions.
- Divorce Considering
- I should because this is killing me as a person.
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I have forgiven my husband for cheating and lying over hundreds of times. Def not working.
- Leave Considering
- I should because things are only getting worse.
Close Alcoholism
Husband says he isn't an alcoholic. I believe he is because when he drinks he becomes emotionally and physically abusive. He already has domestic assualt charges.
Treatments
- AA Meetings Somewhat Helpful
- He went but then decided he wasn't an alcoholic because he said his life wasn't as bad off as the others. I told him if he doesn't stop it will be. He continues to drink and get out of control.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Due to many accounts of infidelity, I am considering divorce.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Considering
- I don't think it will be worth it because he will not put enough effort.
- Forgiveness Not Working
- Forgiven him for numeours affairs.
- Leave Considering
- I know I should.
- Love Not Working
- I still love him to death.
- Pets Not Working
- 4 cats and 1 dog and he doesn't want anything to do with them.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Not very helpful because my counselor says when I am ready I will leave him.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- But nothing will take the pain away.
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- I hope it will make it all go away.
Open Acne
23 years old and still breaking out a little bit.
Treatments
- Benzoyl Peroxide Somewhat Helpful
- Sort of helpful, but not magic
- Retin-A Somewhat Helpful
- Not magic
- Washing Not Working
- I wash my face in the shower, but I don't think it helps my acne.
Open Breast Cancer
Recently, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer and my best friend has a lump in her breast and they have been watching it closely and now the Dr. may think it might be cancerous.
