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I finally got in touch with "my crush," so to speak. It feels weird writing about her because I always worry that she'll find out somehow and confront me. I don't want her to know how I feel about her. There didn't really seem to be any signs that she does. I was wondering why she didn't write me all this time, and I'm the kind of person who has to work hard to not...how do I put this...let those concerns make me think the worst. And if she were anyone else, I probably would have thought the worst and felt upset, maybe a little hurt. But I just have so much faith and trust in her that I was able to tell myself convincingly that she was probably busy. It seems like that was exactly the case, too. She got back to me quickly. And, of course, she wants to know more about my writing! I think I handled the question well, but we'll see.
Aside from the book I've been working on, the writing is going marvelously! I actually can't believe the good attention I've been getting from this really prominent network, and the funniest thing is it's all been writing that I've just been doing for fun, thinking no one would read it. And these are the kind of comments I make to my friends and they just think that I'm so hard on myself. Really, it's more like I think I could be getting paid to write for this network and that I should be...it's just those kinds of opportunities never happen to me. And it's still not happening, and I don't know if the good feedback will lead in that direction. It just seems like there are so many times when the best things happen when you're not looking for it or expecting it. I think that's unfortunate, in a way. But that's life.
