You definitely shouldn't be blaming yourself! It may be that God is using you to teach others who aren't as strong as you, or who haven't yet had to deal with your loss. You are very brave, doing the program. I know that your love was shining through it all. When you feel like you can't go on,just be still and try to smile, even if it's only on the inside. Take care of yourself and your beautiful family.
Big hugs, Karen
You definitely shouldn't be blaming yourself! It may be that God is using you to teach others who aren't as strong as you, or who haven't yet had to deal with your loss. You are very brave, doing the program. I know that your love was shining through it all. When you feel like you can't go on,just be still and try to smile, even if it's only on the inside. Take care of yourself and your beautiful family.
Big hugs, Karen
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