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Mary80 
10:42pm Saturday
Not too bad a day today. Woke up a little earlier than I had to so I could get a money order for my rent, which is late. Didn't happen because they won't take a debit card and I don't want to carry that kind of cash on me in this neighborhood....considering there was a mugging Wednesday night and a police standoff a couple apartments down from mine....as well as my debit card only allows $600 in withdrawls from an atm a day. Tomorrow, I work in the AM so I'll have to do this either Monday morning before work if I can or on Tuesday. *shrugs* And I'm probably going to have to get a payday advance just to make it to my next check. Ugh.
Anywho.
Felt ok most of the day...a little shaky/jumpy in the morning to the point that I was a little nervous about having a fainting spell (and I would have booked it for the bathroom and had it there and told no one cuz I don't want to waste anymore vacation time) but it didn't happen. Later, my pain levels shot up, even with my hydrocodone....and I think it was because I was a bit pissed off and frustrated by the double standard at my store. I'm always told that I should stay busy etc, cleaning and stuff. That I shouldn't stand around talking. That nonwork related talk should be kept to a minimum. YET, there were 4 people just gathered around the counter in the front of the store just chit-chatting away, doing absolutely nothing. There's also the fact that the girl who was at the counter with me didn't stock her section before she left....she's also the one that got my ornaments. But of course, if I brought any of this up? LOL I would be told that I need to mind my own business (even though they said I should mention stuff I see), I would be reminded about my low sales, I would be told I don't clean correctly etc etc etc.
So I don't bother.
Anywho.
So I'm just doing a few things in Warcraft and going to bed....I love working till 8pm, getting home after 9 just so I can get up at 7am so I can be at work at 9:30. It's awesome. All that time sitting around when I could be sleeping. It's great.
I'm going to bed soon. I'm tired.
