Mary80's Journal

Well I'm up to 3 gabapentin a day...and whoo boy does it make me TIRED! Monday night I went to bed and I think I was asleep before I hit the pillow! And then all day yesterday it was hard to stay awake. And trying to wake up from naps (yes, there were more than one) was so hard. I don't like that feeling. But I'm gonna stay on the 3 and see what happens from there....it seems that the first couple days you are tired and then your body gets used to it. Of course, today I have work....so I guess we will really see. I woke up early, before my alarm...that's a good sign, right?

Other than that, nothing going on. At work, people keep asking what I did on my day off or on the weekend etc and I'm confused because some of these people have known me for years....they should know I don't really go out and stuff, even less since Eddie died. One coworker, the guy who made the lovely comments that I should just take an Advil and get over the fibro and that I wasn't being positive and that if I just think "I don't have fibro" it'll go away, he said that I should "get a life". *shakes her head*  I don't understand people who think that you should live life like them. I'm sure I'd go out if I had two incomes and two pensions (he and his wife were teachers) and money from investments and a car etc etc etc. Oh and not to mention getting invited out. This guy is about 71 or so and my coworkers invite him and his wife out.....but not me. *laughs*

Anywho...I better start getting ready for work. It looks like the district manager's going to be coming to visit in a couple weeks.....so I guess I'll find out if I still have a job that day. Something tells me that my manager wouldn't be able to fire me alone...she'd need backup.