Not much to say. I'm a retail wage slave trying to do everything on my own without my brother who died in June 2007. It's difficult since I don't have a car, but you do what you can. My hope is to be the hell out of this pit known as Florida before I'm 30, it was my brother's final wish.
Not much to say. I'm a retail wage slave trying to do everything on my own without my brother who died in June 2007. It's difficult since I don't have a car, but you do what you can. My hope is to be the hell out of this pit known as Florida before I'm 30, it was my brother's final wish.
Movies, television, history, music, meeting new people, my pets...
Movies, television, history, music, meeting new people, my pets...
4 hugs given, 2 journal posts, 1 journal comment, 1 hug received
Mary80 wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 7, 2009 10:27pm
Bad pain day today. I didn't really sleep well last night, even though I was SO tired when I went…
Mary80 gave ISSGOD an I'm with you 12:24am
I've been living alone since my brother died in 07 and I've been sick for little over a year now with…
Mary80 wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 6, 2009 11:51pm
Not too bad a day today. Woke up a little earlier than I had to so I could get a money order for my rent,…
Mary80 commented on judderwocky’s journal entry a yay day 11:09pm
Aww how many kittens do you have? I have four cats myself, two teenagers (1 year old sisters) and two…
Mary80 gave SunshineLaurie a hug 8:54am
Congrats on your soon to arrive granddaughter! I'm sure you are planning a million ways to spoil her!…
November 7, 2009 10:27pm
Bad pain day today. I didn't really sleep well last night, even though I was SO tired when I went to bed. My body was tired but my brain was just …
November 6, 2009 11:51pm
Not too bad a day today. Woke up a little earlier than I had to so I could get a money order for my rent, which is late. Didn't happen because …
November 3, 2009 2:00pm
Feeling very blah today. Had a bad pain day yesterday and can't help but wonder what the point of oxycodone is because it doesn't do crap. …
October 29, 2009 1:43pm
Bad pain day today. Pretty tired too. I was pretty active at work yesterday, making sure to stay busy and everything. I actually managed to get a …
October 25, 2009 9:28am
So this morning, I take Maggie out and then come back inside to feed everyone before I head back out to try and feed a stray I call Mama and the two …
I've started taking a ton of stuff wiht b12 ... it never did much for my brain fog per se, but definitely reduced the dragging fatigue. I read somewhere that you can deplete your b12 levels and its hard to bring them back into balance... when i first came down with CFS I had a horrible stomach flu like illness and i didn't eat for 12 days... i remember feeling so depleted but a lot fthat feeling went away with the b12.
Thank you Mary :)
It sounds strange to say I'm sorry they didn't find something wrong. I think some times it would be a relief if they did and it was something they could fix. Sending hugs and prayers that you feel better soon
Please take care of yourself first. Work will be there when you're better. (((hugs)))
I hope you're feeling better. Worried about you.((((Hugs)))
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I lost my brother to lung cancer in June 2007. I have no family and have major financial issues. I hate my job, but don't know what else I can afford to do. I have had issues with self esteem and self image since I can remember and I don't remember what happy is...
My brother Eddie died June 6 2007 after a year old fight with cancer that took his right arm and moved into his lungs....he was my only family
I guess I've always been an anxious type person....getting myself overworked about silly things. I tend to overthink stuff and that makes me assume things or lose sleep. Recently, I'm always anxious and I've been having panic attacks since my brother died.
Not officially diagnosed, but all indications are pointing to fibro and the doc just wants to rule everything else out. Joy.
Ever since my brother died I've been feeling more and more isolated. My financial situation doesn't help things either. Doesn't help that when I reach out, my hands get slapped away.
