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blondbeauty 
10:00pm, August 25, 2009
hey everybody,
I went to the doctor today it was okay the good news is my stomach seems to be doing okay the bad news is my blood levels were funny looking so they are watching them closely but according to the blood they drew my liver tests were better so im back on 6mp. I also found out officially i have strep throat so im on amoxicillin for the next 10 days. Which sucks because i can't do nothing this weekend and it is a long weekend to 
. Then im starting to question whether or not i want to keep a pych. like today she was asking me real personal questions once she found out i had a boyfriend and it just made me feel uncomfortable not about the subject but talking to her about it i don't know if this is possible or not but i want their to be a line in our relationship like about different topics i mainly want to talk to her about school and home stress and living and dealing with crohns maybe a little of my personal life but not all parts. I don't know im feeling alot right now. anyway hope everyone is doing good talk to ya'll later
love kayla
p.s. - i posted some new pics
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Kayla what you went thru a yr ago was very dramatic. Don't be surprised that's still that fresh in your mind. It really is normal. Everybody recovers at differant lenghs,its ok.
'In 2003 I was real sick, was in i.c.u for 13 days. My reg. pain Dr. was out of town when it was time to fill my pump so one of his associate tried but could not find the whole to fill my pump. He wigled the needle around enough that the site got infected so they could not fill my pump which thru me into withdraw which thru me into cardiac distress & had fluid on my lung. They had to drain the fluid & then they turned around & over dosed me. My kidneys shut down. They called the family in. I was so out of it & was in so much pain. I was so out of it I did not know what was what. It took me what felt like forever to recover. For the longest time I could not sleep at night. I could see the giant clock that was on the wall across from my bed. Everytime I closed my eyes I saw this clock & I would get scared I was going to die. My shrink said it was normal & it would take time. She called it Post tramatic syndrom. I know it took me a good 2 yrs before I could get it off my mind & some sleep. I would keep going to your shrink . When she touches those sensitive subjects kindley tell her your not comfortable talking about it & you change the subject. Have something ready in your head you can jump to.
Kayla, honey I am so sorry. I am so tired I really messing up big time. Can't spell correct & my thoughts are all over the place.
I have to say goodnight & I will talk to you tomorrow & hopefully be able to make some sense.
Have a good night & remember I love you
Till tomorrow.
Diana
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