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blondbeauty 
10:00pm, August 25, 2009
hi everyone just wanted to give you and update on me im in the hospital again this time with a crohns flare up and something called an abcess so i had to do a procedure the other day where they put a drain in you and stuff like that im so depressed right know tuesday will be a week in here and it don't look like im going home anytime soon. im getting a ng tube put in me today it just keeps getting worse and worse it seems like i have done endless ct scans, x rays, an a million other tests. they said they were going to give me some medicine for anxiety and more for depression so i hope that works. i just feel like i want to give up i can not take this anymore the last year has been the hardest time of my life i would not wish it on my worst enemy what do you do when you just feel like you can't take crohns no more it is driving you crazy and has won my life over it has my life which it is ruining each and every second of the day.
so depressed just can't stop crying
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so sorry to hear of your news ,just hang on in there my friend!!!!!!hope u get better soon
cld
Oh Kayla...sorry to hear you been so sick...was wondering why haven't seen you online lately..I hope & pray you will feel better soon & be back home...this crohns thing is a horrible thing to have...I have digestive problems but thank god no crohns...I have enough arthritis in my body to make up for it....I'm praying for you girl..."God, please help heal Kayla so she may get on with her young life..she has so many yrs ahead of her..and to have to live with this horrible disease...watch over her as she's going thru this rough time..in your name ,AMEN"...you are loved & worried about.. Please feel better soon..keep me posted...huge hugs to you..:-)
stardust
oh hun that sucks
i hope the week goes past fast for you so that you can get out of hospital
i hope you feel a bit happier fast!!!
you need to keep that pretty smile on your face!!!
Reen
MissReen
Kayla, will continue to pray for you. I'll be leaving Wed. a.m. & be home Fri. evening. You can always reach me by cell phone. Don't hesitate to call. If you just need someone to talk to.
I love you , may God give you a speedy recovery.
Diana
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