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tiger9 
Mom, i wish for wherever you are you are happy!! on this Mother's Day!! I so wish i went with you to the other side that night i held your hand untill you left me..... im sorry i never gave you the gift i wish you could see, a Grand child from me. i was so hopping the family tree would not end with me, i have failed greatly!! i feel i can no longer live a childless life, so i may cross to you in dissapointment...... i so wished i could have passed on all the love to a child, like the love you and Dad gave to me. i was recently told by someone who knew you, that you called me your shinning star, all i can say is im sorry for my failure that i just cant seem to ever get past. You and Dad taught me how to love and to care and to help, for that i am Greatful, but it somehow failed, for all your love kindness, and sacrifice i still failed!!! i so wanted to pass on the love you taught me to my own child..... but i guess all the Money, and hope, and love in the world is not enough. i will try to go on a bit more, as there are people that depend on me finacially, i do now realize i have to make serious arrrangments, because i cant live on with such pain here. i will always wonder what i did wrong to deserve to not share goodness and love with my own child. How is it that the abusive people in the world always get the good things, just to abuse it??? i see now that there Never will be justice in that way!! Those who are evil seem to win...... im sorry i Love you Mom, and Dad, but for me i see no more hope here....... Though i have tried desperatly!!!! Your ALWAYS LOVING Son.....
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catusannie
Ted, Your mum and dad will not feel that you have failed them. I am so sorry for the pain you feel at not having a child of your own is there no where that you could go to help under privalaged kids who need extra love and support, you sound like the type of person who could give so much love!!! All your mum and dad will want is for you to be happy and find inner peace with yourself. I am here if you need a friend. x
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