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mdewakan 
4:50am, March 11, 2010
Aye. I am slightly upset. I feel like I am losing myself. People are trying to mold into some Stepford style person. I try to please those around me but it seems like it's never good enough. I feel like I am on the bottom and trapped. They want me to conform. Why do you want to conform to other people? Do you want to be a drone? All be the same? Same stuff day in and day out? Sometimes life is that way but people can change that. Damn! I am frustrated.
You know why I don't care about things because in the end, it doesn't matter anyway. I get vetoed out. People don't listen to me. I have to censor what I say. I can't speak the way I want to speak. If I do: I get cut off, told to be quiet, they cover their ears, make noises, change the subject, and etc. Where is my freedom of speech? I speak honestly. I don't like to sugarcoat things. I let people know that.
I feel like a trapped tiger. Pent up and no where to go. Want to attack but can't. One thing for sure, I am not going to be a Stepford. No way in hell.
You know why I don't care about things because in the end, it doesn't matter anyway. I get vetoed out. People don't listen to me. I have to censor what I say. I can't speak the way I want to speak. If I do: I get cut off, told to be quiet, they cover their ears, make noises, change the subject, and etc. Where is my freedom of speech? I speak honestly. I don't like to sugarcoat things. I let people know that.
I feel like a trapped tiger. Pent up and no where to go. Want to attack but can't. One thing for sure, I am not going to be a Stepford. No way in hell.
