imnotwhathethinksiam

Close Physical & Emotional Abuse

This is short version. If you want the long one, you'll have to read my jounal;but I havent had the chance to really go into detail yet. In short, my guy of 3+ yrs is a covert emotional abuser, with borderline personality disorder to boot. Of course, I didnt know this until I was already deep into the relationship with him. Hes extremley smart, has a great job, has a totally seperate personality around other people (very sweet and charming), and flips switches when theres no one to see it!

Treatments

Music Somewhat Helpful

I try to listen to empowerment songs,but it doesnt seem to help at night when the home is quite and I've no one to speak with.

Talking Not Working

Talking doesnt help when the person wont listen,or they are so concentrated on twisting your words to make you seem like the bad guy, or to make everything seem like its your fault. So no, talking hasnt done anything.

Close Codependency

Treatments

Music Somewhat Helpful

when i listen to the appropriate music, i feel stronger and more condident

Reading Somewhat Helpful