today is ok
i woke up early, like around 9am. i was able to wash dishes and make calls to food stamps (for an increase) and …
Kristin has had Samantha back for about a month and a half now. I have been walking on eggshells since she has gotten her back because of her refusal to let me see Samantha if she is upset with me.
When she first got her back I think she started using crack again pretty heavily and then she got wind that I knew and settled down some. Now I`am not so sure if she is still using but I suspect she is . Her addittude towards me is awful and Iam so sick of her hanging up on me if I say something she doesnt like.
Luckly I have had the pleasue of still seeing Samantha quite a bit since she has gotten custody back and tonight after our fight she told me things are going to change and she said Samantha is not coming over here much anymore. She was even talking crazy saying, I told Sam her mother used drugs. I said NO I didnt. She said even the dept of social services knows you did and that you are brain washing my child. She sounds like a Nut! I thinks after listening to her that she is USING DRUGS!!!!!!!!! I dont want my grandaughter with this person. I feel like I hate her right now.
I don``t know what I`ll do if I don`t see her. She and I are so very close. Even my daughter said we are too close. I think its bothering her.
What a way to start journaling again.
i woke up early, like around 9am. i was able to wash dishes and make calls to food stamps (for an increase) and …
Well, Samantha agreed to meet with me tonight (she called me and asked if we could have a talk). So, we met after …
Came back from the wedding and had a great time. Here's a picture of Mary and Samantha, the other flower …
That is what journaling is about...what is on our mind. Hope with time your daughter sees the light, with age many times they do. Grandchildren are very special! I am especially close to the oldest boy, he is 4 yrs old. How old is Samantha?
Love Rhea
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