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8:29pm, November 14, 2008
Well, I had been nervous all weekend since my symptoms seemed to be waxing and waning. My boobs seemed like they weren't as sore and I didn't seem to be nearly as tired. I tried to remain positive but my heart was sinking all weekend with worry that something was wrong. I was eagerly waiting for Monday to roll around yet absolutely terrified that my worst fear may be realized. I had my first u/s this morning and to my shock/amazement, my RE showed me the sac, the yolk sac and the heartbeat. All I could say was "WOW"! There is only 1 baby in there which is just fine by me and I am not disappointed. I just want to be sure that one baby stays put for a good 9 months.
Oh, then comes the second part of my worry, how does my beta numer and progesterone level look? Wait, wait, wait...damn, I hate waiting. So around 4:30 they call to let me know that the beta is now at 12,000 and the progesterone is at 39. Oh thank God! That means no PIO!!! The suppositories and lozenges are working. One more hurdle and so many more to go.
I call up DH with all of the news and I had to laugh when he says, "oh, so you really are pregnant." It still hasn't totally sunk in for me yet either so how can I expect it to sink in for him when he is gone all week. It was just funny how he said it, not just the words but the tone and inflection in his voice.
There are lots of wonderful DS Ladies in cycles right now and can't wait to see more BFP's coming this way....
Thank you all for holding my hand through this journey!
Love & Hugs to All,
Lauri
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I was very concerned yesterday when my RE's office advised that my progesterone was not high enough and that they were going to have me do PIO injections. I wasn't scared of the injections but just concerned as to whether or not I could do them myself. My wonderful and always reliable DS Friends/Ladies came through with their support and recommendations. Thank God I have each one of you otherwise I don't know where I would be!
So, I trot into the RE's office today and again, they are running late. Hmmm, two days in a row and they keep mentioning that they are understaffed this week due to a holiday. I keep thinking...what holiday? Do any of you know of a holiday this week, last week or next week? Maybe it's a religious holiday that I'm not aware of. Anyway...getting back to the story at hand. My RE is actually there and so when they finally call me back she sits in with us (I was supposed to be there for PIO injection instructions). When we start talking, she recalls that my DH is in Vegas Monday through Friday and that I will need to give these injections myself. I try to assure her that I am not squeamish and have absolutely no issue with giving myself injections, I just want to be sure I can actually reach the area. She is not comfortable with me doing them myself. She thinks on it and then comes up with a much better (in my small opinion) solution. We will continue the 2 vag suppositories daily and add lozenges 2x's daily. YEAH!!!! So, so happy.
She was also kind enough to sit there with me an answer all of my questions (ones that I had failed to ask, remember and/or even think about within the last week). I swear, sometimes I am absolutely losing my mind! So, I am 5 weeks today and they will do an u/s on 10/06; it will be a day or so early but they should be able to see the sac. She was kind enough to do it a bit early since I will be traveling and/or attending client meetings the remainder of the week and over the weekend. Phew....
So I am thinking...finally, I feel okay with where I'm at and questions have been answered but oh no...as I am writing this post, I seriously cannot recall when my appt is on 10/06/08. See, I have totally lost my damned mind. ;)
To all of the wonderful ladies, I am hoping/praying for all of us. I know that we are all at different places, emotionally and physically in this process but I know that with the love, strength and support of one another we will prevail...
Love,
Lauri
P. S. Thank you again for all your help, guidance and assistance.
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Great news!
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Good news I wish you the best. Take care fof your growing baby he/she is counting on you, be strong it all will pay off... GL
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That is great news? cant wait to hear how many baby are growing in there. Cause you did transfer 3 right? =))
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Big hugs to you LN!! Keep up keeping it up, you are doing fantastic.
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Whew, you sure do have lots going on girl....its such a journey isn't it. You must be SOOO excited for your U/S, I can't wait. I go tomorrow for my 3rd BETA and then they will schedule me for my 1st U/S. They said about 7 weeks?? Does that sound right??? I wish it were sooner, haha. OH and for that holiday you were questioning...I herad it on the radio, I guess it was a Jewish holiday of some sort, at least thats what the radio announced:) BYE for now. XOXO
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Yeah! That's awesome! I was terrified of PIO shots and was so glad when I found out I'd be doing Endometrin suppositories instead. You u/s is a day before mine. Go us!
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Thanks Ladies! Yes, it is a Jewish Holiday and I cannot believe what an idiot I am for not knowing that. Truly embarrased... I swear, I really have completely lost my mind with all of this!!!
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Aren't you lucky!!! I'm the BIG baby about shots..I'm sure I'll be calling my clinic tomorrow about that!!lol I'm on to supp. in morn-night and shot, my prog. is 63....I'm glad everything else sounds good..I'm in friday for my U/S 6w/1d! Hugss
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Us Jewish people forgive you:) You have alot on your mind right now. Glad to hear that you do not have to give yourself the shots. Can not wait to hear about he u/s next week.
Okay, so the nurse calls to tell me that my 2nd beta is at 1,492 but the progestrone is at 24 and my RE wants it to be at least 25 so now they are going to give me progesterone in oil on top of it. I have to go in tomorrow so they can show me how to do these injections.
Very relieved that the numbers went up but frustrated about the progesterone.
I must remember to think only positive thoughts for me and all the fab ladies on DS!!!
xoxo
Lauri :)
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Great news about your level...that's awesome. I take progestrone in oil twice a day and its not that bad. Just rememeber, its for a good cause :) Congratulations!!!
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Congratulations on your beta... How exciting. Good luck with the progesterone, you are only 2 point from where they want it so it could be margin of error on the test. Think positive...
Casey
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That number is great! I am sure that the progest will go up as well.
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Awesome BETA # hun....don't stress too much abuot the progesterone, the injections aren't "fun" but when you think that its for the baby, its all worth it. I've ALWAYS done the progesterone in oil injections (intra muscular) since we started the process.....you just get used to it I guess. Its worth it!!!! Remember, its for the baby. I LOVE saying that don't you:) Good luck, this will for sure raise your prog #! XOXO
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That is so exciting! Congrats!!!!
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Great Beta number. I already take the shots since the day after the ER. They are not that bad. Sometimes it get a little sore and I do have a bruise on one side but that was DH error I am certain LOL.
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Hey Lauri, I am glad that you got to see the sac and the heartbeat today! you must be so excited! Enjoy every minute of it!
NYCMiche
I hate to say this. But I'll say it. I love to hear about when us women assume the worst and find out the best. With each experience you will come into your own confidence that everything will be okay. It's funny how I see this often on DS.
Seeing the heartbeat is a huge milestone and your success rate increases!
I agree with NYCMiche.... enjoy the moment. Before you know it, it will pass.
I'm so excited and truly happy for you. This is a miracle and blessing. Congrat's girlfriend.
nikita777
Congrats on the good numbers and a nice hb. I am glad we get to journey together!
brooklynn2116
How wonderful. I am so happy for you. Wishing you a happy and healthy pregnancy.
suzannelin
SO happy for you.....when's your next ultrasound?
This is great!! HUGS/PRAYERS
summerbda
That is great! I am sure it was so amazing. I am glad your numbers are really high. Great news!!
mrsolsenk12
WHooo HOOO ! congrats!! how wonderful was that! wishing you all the best in the next 9 months! Keep us updated!
bremon
how amazing is that!!! i'm so happy for you! keep us posted :)
strength4today
This is thrilling news!Those numbers are great! Enjoy this and try not to worry too much! You have given me so much hope Lauri! Thank you! (((hug)))
AmandaVC
I am so happy for you!
turtlegirl
Your journal entry gave me goosebumps!!! I am so very happy for you and thrilled everything was there on your u/s, and your beta is up big time and so is your progesterone! It's truly an amazing thing I'm sure!
Enjoy it and try to relax now that you see everything is going great!!!
Lots of love!!!
SweetPea19
Congratulations, a heartbeat what a blessing... I am so happy for you. Enjoy every moment and keep those numbers up up up! Hugs!!!
phoebi
So So Exciting! ENJOY!
CyndiL
Congratulations! I am very happy for you and wish you the happiest and healthiest 9 months -- Relax and enjoy them! Can't wait to hear future updates - take care!
clh91
Congrats!!! I bet it was very exciting for you. I am glad everything is going well. Relax and enjoy it is a beautiful thing.
mmai77346
Congrats! I am so happy for you! Glad to know all is going well and we can embark on this journey together!!
MeganL
YAY!! I'm so happy for you! Don't worry about your symptoms: it comes and goes. So enjoy this wonderful journey and take it easy! Hugs & kisses
hkchallenge
I just caught up on your journal.... Its amazing to see the heart beat! I am very happy for you..
khnurse
Where are the updates? I have to know how you are doing! :)
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