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Goal End Date is Mar 31, 09 236 days ago.
Pollyroo 
1:14pm, October 2, 2009
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About Me
Pollyroo
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About Me
I am 35, a mother of a 2 year old daughter, who is my whole world! I am separated from my husband of 13 years marriage, 17+ years together total. I am currently unemployed and struggling with severe depression, an eating disorder that has plagued me since I was 19! 2008 has to be the worst year ever for me, not only have a separated from my husband, but we lost our home to foreclosure, and are filing for bankruptcy, and now I am unemployed. Most days I want to die, but my baby girl is what keeps me here... I was a banker for 12+ years and recently worked a second job as a waitress in a nice family restaurant. My problems and illnesses have left me hopeless and afraid.
I am 35, a mother of a 2 year old daughter, who is my whole world! I am separated from my husband of 13 years marriage, 17+ years together total. I am currently unemployed and struggling with severe depression, an eating disorder that has plagued me since I was 19! 2008 has to be the worst year ever for me, not only have a separated from my husband, but we lost our home to foreclosure, and are filing for bankruptcy, and now I am unemployed. Most days I want to die, but my baby girl is what keeps
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Interests
My baby girl! Dogs & Cats!! Volleyball, banking, watching movies, reality tv, country music, but really all music.
My baby girl! Dogs & Cats!! Volleyball, banking, watching movies, reality tv, country music, but really
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I'm OK. I was hurt by a dear friend, but I will get over it. Life must go on.
Moment of Peace
You're a friend For all times If you planted hope today In any hopeless heart If someone's burden was lighter Because you did your part If you made someone laugh out loud And kept their tears at bay Then today has been For you my friend A very special day
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Just thinking about you... what's going on? Why do you feel like you're barely surviving? XoOx
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Goal End Date is Mar 1, 09 266 days ago.Savings (Dolla)100 -
Support Groups
Close Breakups & Divorce
34 years old married to my highschool sweetheart, together 17 years...seperated and have a 2 year old daughter who is now bounced between two homes and I have guilt beyond recognition.
Treatments
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Close Depression
Depression, anxiety for years
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
Open Eating Disorders
Bulimic, sometimes anorexic, self cutting, 15 years...
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Remuda Ranch Considering
- may go soon if $$ permits
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Topamax Working / Worked
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
Open Financial Challenges
Lost job 3 times in past 3 years, financial debt, mortgage foreclosure, and now bankruptcy
Treatments
- Budgeting Working / Worked
- Cut Up Credit Cards Working / Worked
- Debt Consolidation Working / Worked
- Filing for Bankruptcy Working / Worked
Open Bereavement
Loss of relatives and friends to cancer and car accidents within the last 5 years. One being my grandma 6 weeks after my child was born. Still not at rest with that. I was very close with her and feel as if my whole world has crashed and keeps crashing since she has been gone
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Pregnancy After Loss/Infertility
I lost a child at age 17, lost and feeling alone, afraid to tell anyone and a strong religious backround, I had know one to turn to and being so afraid I made the worst mistake of my life and had an abortion. To this day, 17 years later I still grieve for my child and hate myself for the decision I made. Leading to depression, cutting, eating disorder, dysfunctional relationships, I could go on...I had a beautiful baby girl who is now 2 1/2 and my whole world but the hole is still there.
Open Anxiety
I deal with anxiety on a daily basis
Treatments
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- St. John\'s Wort Working / Worked
- Xanax Working / Worked
- only take occassionally as I am on klonopin as well
Open Children Of Divorced Parents
Pollyroo hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting Toddlers (1-3)
Pollyroo hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Pollyroo hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
My self harm started with cutting years ago, along side of my depression and eating disorder! It has gone away over the years but always comes back! The cutting is there now and also hitting myself or punching things, I have aches and bruises and cuts everywhere, and I just want to hurt myself more.
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
- Local hospital outpatient treatment after a short inpatient stay. My child was an infant and I was more concerned with being with her. Could work now or the future. Also this particular group was way wide spread of different problems mostly drugs!
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Therapist and psychiatrist, antidepressants. Works when I keep on top of it and am able to take my meds properly.
- Talking Working / Worked
- With the right person who is willing to listen and not be critical or accusing
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