Wife dosent love me.
November 5, 2009 8:56am
Last night my wife told me that she does not love me any more. Then she told me that she loves her ex 80% and me 20%. She confessed that when we make …
PastorDavid 
12:22pm, December 19, 2008
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About Me
PastorDavid
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About Me
I am a Christian, recently remarried (July 6, 2009), I was first ordained to the ministry in 1986. I have a Doctor of Philosophy degree in Religion (2004) as well as an honorary Doctor of Divinity degree (1986). I love to help others, and have served the Lord Jesus Christ as a Pastor/Evangelist at Ambassador Ministries, Inc. (aka: Chaplains Corps) from 1999-2006 while I lived in Phoenix. I am currently the Pastor of Victory Christian Fellowship International, and President of Victory Christian Seminary. I also have worked as a Martial Arts Instructor, and as a Body Guard in the past. (Wherever I go, everyone is a little bit safer because I am there...Wherever I am, anyone in need has a friend... )
I am a Christian, recently remarried (July 6, 2009), I was first ordained to the ministry in 1986. I have a Doctor of Philosophy degree in Religion (2004) as well as an honorary Doctor of Divinity degree (1986). I love to help others, and have served the Lord Jesus Christ as a Pastor/Evangelist at Ambassador Ministries, Inc. (aka: Chaplains Corps) from 1999-2006 while I lived in Phoenix. I am currently the Pastor of Victory Christian Fellowship International, and President of Victory Christian Seminary.
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REALITY OF MY LIFE: I have planted a seed, so I know what hope is. I have seen a sunset, so I know what beauty is. I have seen an eagle fly, so I know what freedom is. I have been abused, so I know what Hatred is. I have been kicked around, so I know what rejection is. I have been betrayed, so I know what abandonment is. I have lived on the street, so I know what survival is. I have hurt others, so I know what wrong is. I have lost children, so I know what pain is. I have been to prison, so I know what hell is. I served my time, so I know what punishment is. I have faced my problems, so I know what reality is. I have survived all this, SO I KNOW WHAT THE POWER OF GOD IS! I have put my faith in Christ, SO I KNOW WHAT SALVATION IS! Since I gave my life to Jesus, I KNOW WHAT VICTORY IS!
REALITY OF MY LIFE: I have planted a seed, so I know what hope is. I have seen a sunset, so I know what
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Recent Activity
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4 group news posts, 4 hugs received, 1 hug given, 1 journal post
Thursday
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PastorDavid wrote a journal entry: Wife dosent love me. 8:56am
Last night my wife told me that she does not love me any more. Then she told me that she loves her ex…
Wednesday
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PastorDavid gave thegardener a prayer 9:50am
May the grace, mercy peace and love of the Lord Jesus Christ be with you Always!…
June 15
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PastorDavid turned 43 12:00am
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Journal
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All things new
July 3, 2009 2:34pm
Back in march I found an apartmen, I have recently found a job, and a New girlfriend who is absolutely wonderful! Her name is Tiffany.
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Fired new pdoc
December 17, 2008 6:49pm
No meds for me for a little while, new pdoc was a total prick, so I fired him. One of the things that he said to me "What makes you think I will …
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Dx for sexual assults/Rape in early 1980's
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- The theripist was Psyco!
- Rape Counseling Not Working
- Parents took me out, said I was not talking enough, and was costing too much
- Reading Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Knowing that God is near is a true blessing, Knowing that I can talk to Him 24/7 is very comforting.
Open Homelessness
Been Homeless since January. Live in My truck. Hopig to get on disability before winter comes
Treatments
- Martial Arts Working / Worked
- My long time study of the Martian arts, partiularly Ninjutsu, gave me the skills necessary to defend myself, and thus walk the streets of downtown Phoenix safely
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Knowing that God is near is a true blessing, Knowing that I can talk to Him 24/7 is very comforting.
Open Rape
Raped as a teen ager by male customer on my paper route delivering the Phoenix Gazette
Treatments
- Martial Arts Working / Worked
- Gave me the self-confidence that I needed to never be abused again!
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Knowing that God is near is a true blessing, Knowing that I can talk to Him 24/7 is very comforting.
Open Sexual Abuse
Sexually abused and raped by a male customer on my paper route in 1981-82 when delivering the Phoenix Gazette.
Treatments
- Martial Arts Working / Worked
- Started studing Kempo Karate, Shoto-kan karate and Tae Kwon Do in the earliy 80's. In the mid 90's I started studing Ninjutsu,I studied this for about 2 years and was a member of the American Bujinkan Dojo during this time.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Knowing that God is near is a true blessing, Knowing that I can talk to Him 24/7 is very comforting.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Filed for divorce yesterday. Moved to Minnesota 2 years ago to be with this woman, and she has been very verbally an emotionally abusive.
Treatments
Open Male Infertility
Never had any children that I knew were mine. Been married 3 times, first 2 resulted with daughters to women who cheated on me often. Current wife has not cheated...and no kids by her...she is fertile, and was PG when we met, but this resulted in miscarriage.
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Groups
Believers in Jesus Christ.
Prayer Warriors
T.H.U.G.S.4.J.C.
Bipolars help one another
Cutters Have Feelings Too
Christian Daily Strength
CHRISTIANS STANDING ON GODS WORD
BiPolar Christians at DS
NIGHT OWL INSOMNIACS
Prayer Group
Dont Give Up
Victory Christian Fellowship at DS
AM I FREE TO BE ME???
Witness for the Lord
Nightmare crew
finding or refinding love
Bible Study Ministry
The Celebration Group!
pray for are new president.
Victory Christian Fellowship International
Christians Who Have Been Abused!
