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August 11, 2008 11:49pm
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MyStiKaLeNiGmA 
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About Me
MyStiKaLeNiGmA
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About Me
I am trying to go on a healing journey and take care of myself.Learn who I really am, learn my passions, learn what it is I love about life.
I am trying to go on a healing journey and take care of myself.Learn who I really am, learn my passions, learn what it is I love about life.
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Interests
Art, Musik especially the soothing sounds of Enya and Sade and I love world religions, naturopathy, and I am just a different type person who loves to explore new paths.I want to learn more about who I am and what I love and what I want and how I want my life to go from here on out instead of dwelling on my painful past.
Art, Musik especially the soothing sounds of Enya and Sade and I love world religions, naturopathy, and
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Wishing you some joy today! Sending some positive energy and happy thoughts! I enjoy underwater photography to help me through. Here’s a video of some beautiful butterfly fish: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTH...
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Close Rape
I was raped by a friend of six years when I was 19 and finally after 7 years I told my family and my husband.I was a prisoner in my own mind and I let it control my life for many years.
Treatments
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Considering
- Were can i find this sort of thing?
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Oh this is wonderful :)
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- It is so wonderful :)
- Talking Working / Worked
- Coming out has helped tremendously and I have people who see the effects this rape had on me.
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I found out 2 and a half years ago I had this.Oh I thought I was dieng.I was shocked to know I had it but realize now why I do I was raped brutally and trust me I have really suffered for someone elses wrong doing.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- You can put your pain in a painting or your victory.
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Considering
- Going to try it again it did not help me the couple times I have been,
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Considering
- Wish i could find something like this?
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- I take 10 mg a day and it works pretty good.I am able to actually talk myself down and not have a horrible panic episode.
- Music Working / Worked
- Enya and Sade are wonderful and soothing.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I found a perfect fit for a therapist and it has helped so much she has helped me alot.
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- Oh this helps tremendously please call a rape crisis line and they will get you set up with one.
- Reading Working / Worked
- Looking up materials and understaiding this disorder helps so much.
- Supportive Care Considering
- Would like to find a support group.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I talk alot about it now that I remember everything and every detail about it.It took years to remember.
- Zoloft Not Working
- I could not take this at all.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI was diagnosed in 2006 and I am still struggling with this.I have had some very traumatic things happen and it has ruled my life.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Considering
- Been twice and it did not help at the time.
- Effexor Considering
- I was told it can make you committ suicide if you miss a dose or if you forget to take it on time.
- Electroconvulsive therapy Considering
- Am scared?what do they do?
- Geodon Not Working
- This stuff will make you a zombie.
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- This is the best and all it took was 10 mg :)
- Meditation Working / Worked
- This is great it soothes your mind.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- This is a great thing and you will still have your days but it helps alot.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Works wonders if you find the right therapist.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- Ha yeah uh they are just so ignorant to this sort of thing.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Used it for a year and no it did not work.Made it worse.
- Writing Working / Worked
- This is the best thing it helps you sort out your feelings.
- Zoloft Not Working
- No way this gave me a near fatal panic attack.
Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
I was diagnosed about a year ago and finally as of this month am getting proper treatment.
Treatments
- Metformin Somewhat Helpful
- It helps my blood sugar alot.Only problem is I have only lost 3 pounds in 3 months so they are thinking my thyroid is definitley an issue in this.It helps your mood alot too and your periods will come like they are suppose to.
- Oral Contraceptives Considering
- Would like to try Yaz but am scared because of the risk.
- Progesterone Working / Worked
- The shots work wonders and it is natural and it will change your mood and diminish your anger almost instantly.And too if you are not having a cycle get the shot an then start the cream which is $20 for a two month supply.I will warn you the first 2 days on the cream u will be a bitch.
- Progesterone Cream Considering
- Wonderful stuff.
- Provera Not Working
- This was awful stuff.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendLost my best friend at 17.She meant the world to me and I thought I was going to die.I lost a part of me and I still am grieving.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Helps sometime.
- Getting Angry Somewhat Helpful
- Grief Counseling Considering
- Helping Others Somewhat Helpful
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Poetry Working / Worked
- The best thing ever is poetry.
- Prayer Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Remembering Considering
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
- Talking Considering
- Time Somewhat Helpful
Open Bipolar Disorder
I have known all my life but found out a year ago.I have had a strained life.
Treatments
- Abilify Too Soon to Tell
- Been takin 3 days and my mood has changed drastically and i can think better.
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Considering
- Geodon Not Working
- Group Therapy Considering
- Holistic Health Somewhat Helpful
- Risperdal Somewhat Helpful
- Made me a zombie.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Made my blood pressure spike a little too high.
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- Jus started 20 mg and was taking 10 and it helped but the doctor still saw me having some struggles with wanting to talk down to others and thinking i am better than others.
Open Hypoglycemia (low blood sugar)
Oh it is awful and I have had it for years.
Treatments
- Metformin Working / Worked
- I take 2000 mg a day and it helps with low and high sugars and you have to eat some protein with this and drink alot of water at least 12 glasses a day12 eight oz. glasses a day.
Open Self-Injury
Oh I have cut up my arms,my stomach,my legs,everywhere.I do not feel any release of my inner turmoil unless I cut or see blood.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I have endured this for years.It is so difficult to stay but I feel I have no choice.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- My therapist is so wonderful and so wise.
- Art Working / Worked
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It helps but I am so depressed and still have PTSD.
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