Missgirl88

• January 10

  January 10, 2009 8:20am

  So, Just found out a few days ago that Carrie is going to Iraq in February for the next 6 months :( What really sucks is that our 1 year anniversary …

• January 10

  January 10, 2009 8:18am

  So, Just found out a few days ago that Carrie is going to Iraq in February for the next 6 months :( What really sucks is that our 1 year anniversary …

• Sad day to start

  October 15, 2008 6:55am

  ;                  October 15, 2008

   

  Not only has it been exaclty 1 year since I told my father that if he didn't start accepting me for who I am then I wasn't going to let him hurt me anymore, but today is a really sad depressing day. My girlfriend is in the Navy and  yesterday they pretty much threathened to do all these horrible punishments towards her and then eventually kicking her out of the Navy.. Which she doesn't want to be in anyways but without a job and them dropping down her pay grade we are pretty much screwed..May even lead us to losing our apartment and everything we have worked so hard to keep..

   

   

  She's going through a major depression right now because she feels that she is worthless and she can't do anything but I tried to tell her that if she keeps on stressing its just gonna make it worse.. She doesn't know for sure what all is gonna happen to her and I understand trying to be prepared and all but we can only do so little for so little time...I really need assistance...

  …

• Dreams

  August 25, 2008 7:35am

  ;                  August 25, 2008

  Today is mine and Carrie's 5th month anniversary and though it may not seem a long time to be with someone..It's different when you live with them..Shes actually my first gf that I have ever lived with and though sometimes things get aggitating I can't see myself wihtout her..

  This isn't what I wanted to talk about though..

  Have you ever had a dream about your ex's but they are in the face of your current relationship?..Ex: last night I had a dream about Carrie but she  was doing things and acting ways that my ex Melissa did...Carrie would never treat me the way that any of my ex's did to me cause she's so much better than them..

  Is that normal to have current and re occuring to have these dreams? I haven't had bad dreams in such a long time until here recently about things like that..

  Bye for now

  …

• Another day

  August 20, 2008 10:02am

  ;                August 20, 2008

   

  Just another day living in Mississippi. Its been an ok day just a bit stressful..I love my girlfriend and we have been doing so well about not arguing that I'm starting to wonder why argue in the first place?!..That's right its just human nature..We have been going through alot of money problems that its starting to get overwhleming for the both of us..No job for me and she's in the navy so theres not much for us to have after all the bills are paid off..I've been without a job for a month and its just making me go insane and I have no where to run cause I still don't know anyone in Mississippi...Been depressed cause I miss my family and friends back in Florida..Everything is just falling apart painfully slowly and I'm just watching it as it falls right before my eyes..I hope things start to look up and better for me and Carrie cause I dont want to lose her...

   

   

  ~Cynthia

  …

Read Journal