lisacotner's Journal

Well, the month is coming to an end and I'm still not working.  I don't see anything happening to help us make the rent.  I maxed out all the credit cards this morning to pay the bills due now.  I'm out of time.  I have about 10 days max till the rent is due and kevin's check will only cover about half.  I think I might have a job and I'm hoping to start tomorrow if all goes well but that's not gonna help with the rent.  Maybe I'll win my unemployment hearing and get a lump sum for about 8 weeks but that won't get us the rent either.  I have faith but I just don't know what to do now.  We had such an uplifting day yesterday at church but now kevin's gone to work and I'm here trying to figure out what to do and feeling so hopeless and scared.   I've been saying all along God will provide and He always has but I'm getting scared.  I could open the garage sale this morning but what're the chances it'd be worth it?  it's monday.   Oh Lord help me!!!!!