Decisions, decisions....
September 6, 2008 4:21pm
Until quite recently, there was never a time when my mother told me: "you have to decide to be happy" that didn't make me want to pour …
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ceres
3:50pm, September 6, 2008
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About Me
ceres
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About Me
I am a writer, a thinker, an empath and healer. My spiritual, emotional and intellectual strengths have evolved exponentially since my body fell to chronic illness. I am either in bed or in my wheelchair, contentedly so. And the universe is marvellous in my eyes.
I am a writer, a thinker, an empath and healer. My spiritual, emotional and intellectual strengths have evolved exponentially since my body fell to chronic illness. I am either in bed or in my wheelchair, contentedly so. And the universe is marvellous in my eyes.
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Interests
Writing, photography, painting, music, singing, my cat, sharing with other people, current events, politics, and pickles..I love pickles. I know all that salt is bad for me...
Writing, photography, painting, music, singing, my cat, sharing with other people, current events, politics,
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From Darkness to Sunlight
August 12, 2008 11:32pm
I've been so unhappy these past few days. My birthday was last Saturday. I had no one to share it with, I knew all week I'd have no one to …
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Hi...I read your profile. I felt sad concerning your illness the family problems you are having. However, you still have one hell of a sense of humor about it all. I think that this is a very good thing for you to have. Hope things are going ok for you..Guy
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Thank you so much! Hope your day is a good one. :-)
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You are right although at times it feels impossible to be positive. Blessings to you and thank you for the hug! I hope you are doing well.
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wishing the best on your surgery. When your feeling better I would love to talk with you about your seizure experience. I have had the same type of problem...the severe pain (15 on the scale of 1-10!) then seizures so bad I can't talk or move then wammo!...my body moves every which way it wants. They keep calling them 'psudo' seizures because the're not true epleptic seizure (my 1st psychologist said they were prob caused by 'mental' reasons....I had to search a long time to find info on seizures and MS so am really interested in your experiences.
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Hi! I live in Ottawa too. :) Elizabeth
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Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Hello, my 26 year old son violently attacked me eight months ago. He then spent the next three months terrorizing and threatening me. He tore me apart with words of such intense cruelty that I felt I must be living a nightmare. I am bedridden for the most part, he would move my walker or wheelchair out of reach and put the phone in his pocket. He held me hostage for over three hours one night, approaching my bed repeatedly with his fist clenched, laughing as I cowered. I need help.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- After four years with the same therapist I'm ready to move on. He's still treating the woman I was at the begining of treatment. I am not that woman anymore.
Close Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
Type: Progressive Relapsing MSMy life is spent sitting down. I don't walk much but I ride like the wind in my Fuschia wheels. My life is completely different now. Everything changed last fall when the relapse hit. I am now reinventing myself. There is a second someone within me and it's her turn to shine now.
Treatments
- Baclofen Working / Worked
- Very effective medication.
- Copaxone Working / Worked
- Severe Allergic reaction
- Neurontin Working / Worked
- Very effective medication
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- Improved strength and muscle tone
- Provigil Working / Worked
- It changed my life. I increases the number of hours I am able to work
- Rebif Not Working
- Side effects and injection site reactions simply not worth it
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Acts well with other drugs. Depressed when I started four years ago no depression since
Open Family Issues
I cannot think of my children without pain. From estrangement to indifference, from violence to disappearance. I am always happy to hear about happy families, though my sense of longing is indescrible. I have a son and daughter, grandson and grand-daughter.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Four years and becoming frustrated. I want to be released from therapy and start my life.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I would not survive without my endless succession of big black notebooks. The act of writing brings me to the truth of any matter. I could not live without this process of self-examination.
Open Senior Dating & Sexuality
I am not middle-aged, not quite a senior (I'm 49), but I know that I am now ready to embrace a new life as a mature woman. I think eight years alone with my cat is enough...
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