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  From Ashster October 22

  That sounds exactly like me!! Well, except for the baby part, I don't have any children :) but how you expressed your fear of dying, that is me! 24 hours a day 7 days a week! Any little thing will cause my to jump and worry about what is going on..am I having a stroke?? Am I dying?? I don't wanna die yet! I have so much to do, so much to see, I don't wanna leave my loved ones, I am an only child and my parents wouldn't handle the pain of losing me. It breaks my heart just to think of it. I try to control myself, but the swooshing noise in my head that goes along with my heartbeat drives me nuts, I know it's probably from my pseudotumor cerebri but it's like a ticking time bomb! I feel like it's reminding me "any minute now" grrrr! It's extremely frustrating. Not to mention the strong pulsations in my head. I always think to myself dear God, please don't take me yet, let me live longer, I am only 19. I was told for over a year that my symptoms were ALL anxiety, how crazy is that?? Thank God for Johns Hopkins hospital, they actually took their time to listen to me and send me off to get tests done to see what was REALLY going on! No one said it would be easy, but we just gotta smile through the pain. There is a saying "when it's the darkest at night, that's when the sun is about to come up" Don't lose hope my friend, we can overcome this obstacle that has been put in our way.

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  From Ashster October 22

  By the way!! I just noticed we both are July babies, your from the 9th and I'm from the 4th. We're both Cancers, no wonder we are alike! Lol

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  From Ashster October 22

  Your not alone my friend! Seems like we have much in common, I am also obsessed over my condition and it's made me change so much!! It has greatly interfered with my life, but we can't let it beat us, we are strong woman! If you ever need anyone to chat or vent, I'm here for you!!

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  From iceflake April 25

  hi amy thanks for your reply i thought knowing someone else had something so rare ,it would make feel better but to be honest i feel terrible now im sorry for you you have to go through that its sounds so scary having a clot in your head how do you cope with everyday life knowing its there ,my kids are 3...4...6 and 5months how old are yours you will be in my prayers and i hope from now on every day will be better for you ..iceflake...

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  From tigger48 February 4

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