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so, there's this guy i like...ill call him bob. basically every guy in the world scares me. i always think …
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jackjackjackgirl 
1:26am, November 3, 2009
I am just so mad right now and I don't want to say why right now but I am just so mad. UGH. I am soooooo sick of him! MOJKDSFKJSDFJDSOFIJOFIDIUSFHIUSGDHASJDOISEHRF. I don't like loving him because it's not even worth it anymore. It just makes me feel like shit. Especially when he doesn't love me back. I just want him to finally spit out those words that I'm just a dumb whore who means nothing to him. I don't want him to CARE about me or so he says he does. I'm so sick of him. I want to cry right now but I hate crying these days so my body doesn't really let me. I need somebody to understand what I'm going through. I can't stand this anymore. I want to die you guys, life isn't even worth living right now. My hair and shit is fucked up, I'm becoming too obsessed with my weight and I'm hurting myself on the inside over it. I'm so fucking depressed and messed up. Nobody really likes me for some reason and I'm stupid. I want to die :( I can't even see the man I love..nothing is going to get better. I don't want to be alive anymore. But I'm too afraid to kill myself right now. Sometimes I wish some guy would just come rape me to show how much a nasty skank I am because I feel like one and then kill me because it'd be better than this. I'm sick of all this shit. I have nobody to talk to :(((((((
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jackjackjackgirl
I know you dont mean half of what you wrote here
CAROL77
dont be like this, you have so much going for you, dont feel like this, if you, if this guy teats you likke this, i know its easy to say, but just leave him, just be happy, dont be with someone annd be sad, xxx
ShazzerInc
Hun i understand what u r going thru but we cant let those sob win.Dont say those thing about yourself it isnt true.I here if u need to talk ,i care about u grl.ITA with what shaz leave him he isnt worth your time or hurting u
emmalyn
True love does no make you cry! True love dries your tears and is your soft place t fall! You deserve SO much better so hold out for it!
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