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  • About Me

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    jackjackjackgirl

    Female, 18
    Landfall, MN, USA
    Member since August 3, 2008

    • About Me

      Hello everyone :), the name's Rebecca and I have quite a bit of issues. The reason I joined this was because I have Trichotillomania. It has definitely changed my life a lot. It's caused me depression, insecurities, jealousy, shyness, stress, loneliness, and pain. But other than that, I only want good in the world. I try to help my friends out and if they don't help me then I don't put as much effort into it. That sounds mean but I don't like to be taken advantage of. Come talk to me :).

      Hello everyone :), the name's Rebecca and I have quite a bit of issues. The reason I joined this was because I have Trichotillomania. It has definitely changed my life a lot. It's caused me depression, insecurities, jealousy, shyness, stress, loneliness, and pain. But other than that, I only want good in the world. I try to help my friends out and if they don't help me then I don't put as much effort into it. That sounds mean but I don't like to be taken advantage of. Come talk to me :).

    • Interests

      Photography, music && iPods, movies && scary moviesss, movie theatres, Pugs && kittens, Nightmare Before Christmas && Hot Topic, swimming, texting, camping, lazor tag, stuffed animalss, being romantic, snuggling, little kids && babies.

      Photography, music && iPods, movies && scary moviesss, movie theatres, Pugs && kittens, Nightmare Before

  • Recent Activity

    November 14

    May 23

  • Journal

    • Very depressed lately

      Mood August 5, 2009 4:46pm

      I haven't been this depressed in awhile and it is really bad.  I know that a part of it is because my boyfriend is kind of an asshole.  …
    • FUCKING ex boyfriends

      Mood May 20, 2009 9:59am

      I'm really pissed at my ex boyfriend right now.  He claims that he just can't be mean to girls but he is okay with being mean to me just …
    • I'm mad..

      Mood May 19, 2009 10:03pm

      I'm mad at Justin for going out with one of my friends he met only a little bit ago to get some FUCKING polaroid..but couldn't see me instead …

    • It was going so good,

      Mood May 7, 2009 4:02pm

      and now I feel kind of crappy.  It's probably because I pulled.  I don't know..but I really shouldn't let it get to me.  …

    • It's been so long everyone!

      Mood April 20, 2009 12:54pm

      So I haven't been on here for awhile and I'm really sorry about that.  I have been neglecting you all and it's all because I've …

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    • Well Done

      From Lindsey609 August 19

    • Hug

      From ShazzerInc August 19

      BIG HUGS hun, I really hope you are well hun and it seems like you are.......

    • Hug

      From ScaredToo August 3

      Goodluck with your boyfriend.. You have such a hero with u.

    • Little Love

      From ShazzerInc August 3

      Miss you loads, I hope things do get better, sorry things seem so hard and i saw your hug saying coming on here brings you down. hope you are taking care of yourself.......thinking of you.....

    • Little Love

      From ProtectmeMJT August 1

      i miss you beautiful

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  • Goals

    Goal Completed on Mar 27, 09
  • Support Groups

    • Close Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
      Type: Trichotillomania

      I've had Trich since I was 8 years old or so my mother told me so. I don't have eyelashes or eyebrows. I've had to shave my hair many times and thank the Lord I look cute with any type of hair style. Right now I have grown my hair out to be the longest it has ever been. I'm currently struggling but I have the support of many to stop!!

      Treatments

      Prayer Somewhat Helpful
      Ive tried to have hope but its hard. I pray a lot for God to give me the strength.
      Prozac Somewhat Helpful
      In the month I took it I could tell that my urges were reduced somewhat.
    • Close Physical & Emotional Abuse

      Although he was someone who was far away and I had never met, I fell in love with him and I talked to him everyday. He got me to do things I didn't want to do and would make me feel shitty for wearing the clothes I wear. He played mind games and I know he would lie to me all the time. He was definitely different.

      Treatments

      Leave Working / Worked
      I left forever, although I've tried to call back I still haven't talked to him at all since.
      Music Working / Worked
      I listen to a lot of music and it does help but it also makes me depressed.
      Talking Working / Worked
      I've talked to close friends to help me.
    • Open Sexual Abuse

      I was molested when I was younger and one guy guilted and somewhat forced me to give him oral.

      Treatments

      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      I've only talked about it a little.
    • Open Depression - Teen

      I developed depression when I was about 13 years old and it has turned into clinical depression. It has gotten better though. But I'm feeling more lonely lately which does not help my depression. I have chronic depression.

      Treatments

      Celexa Not Working
      I think it's helping my anger more.
      Positive Thinking Working / Worked
      It has helped me to try and think positively.
      Prozac Somewhat Helpful
      I think it helped a little but I can't totally remember from ninth grade since I only took it for a month.
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      I'm not even sure if it's working. I don't even feel like I'm getting anywhere.
      Talking Working / Worked
      I talk a lot about it to my best guy friend.
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      It's helped off an on.
    • Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

      My main concern is when I want or need to do something, I feel like I need to do it at that moment. I'm definitely not a patient person and I don't like being told me wait to do something.

    • Open Shyness

      I am very very very shy. It's weird because I can be open one minute and so shy that I'm having an anxiety attack the next.

      Treatments

      Socializing Somewhat Helpful
      It's helped off and on.
    • Open Anxiety

      Had anxiety ever since I was like 3 years old. It's gotten worse I believe.

      Treatments

      Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
      It does work for a moment.
    • Open ADHD / ADD

      I've had it since I was little and it causes me to do worse in school. I can't pay attention to anything if it meant saving my life. Nobody understands so I have a hard time communicating with people. Even my mom doesn't understand so she doesn't get how hard school really is for me.

    • Open High School Stress

      Want to be done with school. I feel it's a waste of my time and life.

      Treatments

      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      Helps a lot.
    • Open Food Addiction

      I don't constantly eat but when I do eat, I eat big portions for a few days then the next few days, I won't feel like eating as much and then I'll get bad cravings again which I think have caused me to stay at the same weight.

    • Open Eating Disorders
      Type: Bulimia

      It definitely has gotten a lot better but when I eat too much and I get horrible stomach aches from being full, I tend to throw it up which isn't very much.

      Treatments

      Celexa Not Working
      It's obviously not working.
    • Open Teen Sexuality
      Type: Birth Control

      I am not a virgin and I am on birth control.

    • Open Loneliness

      I have been feeling so lonely ever since I turned 17. It's horrible.

    • Open Shingles

      I used to have shingles and it really hurt.

    • Open Female Sexual Issues

      I had a yeast infection before and it was not fun! It's so gross when you're using the cream.

    • Open Short Stature

      I am 5'1" and sometimes I love it and other times I get soooo irritated! It's like a whole different world down here.

    • Open Rape

      If this makes any sense..I was kind of raped. I didn't try to stop him but I didn't want it and I was intoxicated.

    • Open Stress Management

      I'm always stressed every single day. I get stressed over almost anything. I might be treating myself nicer by saying *almost* anything. It's taking a toll on me.

      Treatments

      Music Somewhat Helpful
      Sometimes it makes things worse but it helps me too.
      Patience Not Working
      I'm not a patient person, lol.
    • Open Jealousy

      Pretty much what I have to say is that I get VERY jealous, VERY easily and it really bothers me. Half the time I don't let it show and it's mainly because I'm insecure.

      Treatments

      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      It doesnt always help because I think about it constantly when I am jealous and talking it out only helps a little.
    • Open Bedwetting

      I've had a bedwetting problem ever since I can remember. It's really embarrassing..

      Treatments

      Diapers Somewhat Helpful
      I used to wear diapers a long time ago when I was little and it didn't always help because I would pee so much that it would go through my diaper.
    • Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

      I've decided to begin a healthy exercise and diet. I won't go all out fruits and veggies but I plan on walking my dog every morning and doing exercises at home afterwards.

      Treatments

      Eating Healthier Foods Somewhat Helpful
      I have bad cravings all of the time. I try to even out the healthy foods with the sweets but not too many of the sweets.
    • Open Healthy Relationships

      I'm learning to make a healthy relationship with boys.

      Treatments

      Patience Too Soon to Tell
      I'm hoping this will work.
      Talking Too Soon to Tell
      I'm hoping my talking will help.
    • Open Codependency

      I am too co-dependent upon people. Especially when it comes to boys. I'm always afraid they'll leave when I like them and so I show my affection for them in a way that freaks them out and then they do end up leaving.

      Treatments

      Emotional Freedom Techniques (EFT) Somewhat Helpful
      It helps somewhat. I still have problems.
      Talking Not Working
      I have blown up too many times talking and they still never understand even when I try to explain.
    • Open Panic Attacks

      I have panic attacks usually when I'm in about to meet someone I haven't seen in a long time or I'm about to hang out with a guy alone. I also get them with other things but too long to list.

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