Very depressed lately
I haven't been this depressed in awhile and it is really bad. I know that a part of it is because my boyfriend is kind of an asshole. …
Hello everyone :), the name's Rebecca and I have quite a bit of issues. The reason I joined this was because I have Trichotillomania. It has definitely changed my life a lot. It's caused me depression, insecurities, jealousy, shyness, stress, loneliness, and pain. But other than that, I only want good in the world. I try to help my friends out and if they don't help me then I don't put as much effort into it. That sounds mean but I don't like to be taken advantage of. Come talk to me :).
Hello everyone :), the name's Rebecca and I have quite a bit of issues. The reason I joined this was because I have Trichotillomania. It has definitely changed my life a lot. It's caused me depression, insecurities, jealousy, shyness, stress, loneliness, and pain. But other than that, I only want good in the world. I try to help my friends out and if they don't help me then I don't put as much effort into it. That sounds mean but I don't like to be taken advantage of. Come talk to me :).
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I haven't been this depressed in awhile and it is really bad. I know that a part of it is because my boyfriend is kind of an asshole. …
I'm really pissed at my ex boyfriend right now. He claims that he just can't be mean to girls but he is okay with being mean to me just …
I'm mad at Justin for going out with one of my friends he met only a little bit ago to get some FUCKING polaroid..but couldn't see me instead …
and now I feel kind of crappy. It's probably because I pulled. I don't know..but I really shouldn't let it get to me. …
So I haven't been on here for awhile and I'm really sorry about that. I have been neglecting you all and it's all because I've …
BIG HUGS hun, I really hope you are well hun and it seems like you are.......
Goodluck with your boyfriend.. You have such a hero with u.
Miss you loads, I hope things do get better, sorry things seem so hard and i saw your hug saying coming on here brings you down. hope you are taking care of yourself.......thinking of you.....
i miss you beautiful
I've had Trich since I was 8 years old or so my mother told me so. I don't have eyelashes or eyebrows. I've had to shave my hair many times and thank the Lord I look cute with any type of hair style. Right now I have grown my hair out to be the longest it has ever been. I'm currently struggling but I have the support of many to stop!!
Although he was someone who was far away and I had never met, I fell in love with him and I talked to him everyday. He got me to do things I didn't want to do and would make me feel shitty for wearing the clothes I wear. He played mind games and I know he would lie to me all the time. He was definitely different.
I was molested when I was younger and one guy guilted and somewhat forced me to give him oral.
I developed depression when I was about 13 years old and it has turned into clinical depression. It has gotten better though. But I'm feeling more lonely lately which does not help my depression. I have chronic depression.
My main concern is when I want or need to do something, I feel like I need to do it at that moment. I'm definitely not a patient person and I don't like being told me wait to do something.
I am very very very shy. It's weird because I can be open one minute and so shy that I'm having an anxiety attack the next.
Had anxiety ever since I was like 3 years old. It's gotten worse I believe.
I've had it since I was little and it causes me to do worse in school. I can't pay attention to anything if it meant saving my life. Nobody understands so I have a hard time communicating with people. Even my mom doesn't understand so she doesn't get how hard school really is for me.
Want to be done with school. I feel it's a waste of my time and life.
I don't constantly eat but when I do eat, I eat big portions for a few days then the next few days, I won't feel like eating as much and then I'll get bad cravings again which I think have caused me to stay at the same weight.
It definitely has gotten a lot better but when I eat too much and I get horrible stomach aches from being full, I tend to throw it up which isn't very much.
I am not a virgin and I am on birth control.
I have been feeling so lonely ever since I turned 17. It's horrible.
I used to have shingles and it really hurt.
I had a yeast infection before and it was not fun! It's so gross when you're using the cream.
I am 5'1" and sometimes I love it and other times I get soooo irritated! It's like a whole different world down here.
If this makes any sense..I was kind of raped. I didn't try to stop him but I didn't want it and I was intoxicated.
I'm always stressed every single day. I get stressed over almost anything. I might be treating myself nicer by saying *almost* anything. It's taking a toll on me.
Pretty much what I have to say is that I get VERY jealous, VERY easily and it really bothers me. Half the time I don't let it show and it's mainly because I'm insecure.
I've had a bedwetting problem ever since I can remember. It's really embarrassing..
I've decided to begin a healthy exercise and diet. I won't go all out fruits and veggies but I plan on walking my dog every morning and doing exercises at home afterwards.
I am too co-dependent upon people. Especially when it comes to boys. I'm always afraid they'll leave when I like them and so I show my affection for them in a way that freaks them out and then they do end up leaving.
I have panic attacks usually when I'm in about to meet someone I haven't seen in a long time or I'm about to hang out with a guy alone. I also get them with other things but too long to list.