Jack72345's Journal

You know everything's been good, I thought moving up here would be a great idea. But it's also been really hard on me. I'm living with my boyfriend but he's in college now. Some days I can't stand it because I don't get to see him during the day, and he's always seeming upset at times. Like today, at his friends, his friends wanted me to play a game that I didn't want to play and he got all mad. But you know, somethings I'm trying to get used to. Just moved up here about 5 days ago, and it's getting harder. I'm in a dom/sub relationship with my boyfriend which does make it harder, considering he's my dom, and I can't say much when it comes to what I can and can't do. But he's not making it easy. Sometimes I want to break down but I can't. I love him very much, and he's not hurting me, but some days I just need him more than others. I miss seeing him when I want to. But it's getting harder everyday. I want to hold him close, and kiss him deeply, and other things too that I will not mention. You know I wish there was like a BDSM support group here. For people who need help with somethings through it.