Jack72345's Journal

Life has been hard for the past few months, since dad lost his job. Things that have been going on have been making me upset. It's so hard to deal. I have thought of so many different ways to end the suffering for me. But I just can't get myself to go do it. My ex thought I was cutting on myself again, but I'm not. I have to admit it's hard not to. I have wanted to so bad, but I keep trying to stop myself. I've told my mom and it just doesn't seem like she cares. Sometimes I wish I could crawl in a hole and die. Everything is supposed to be kind of happy right now, I'm getting ready to move to an amazing place, but I just seem to keep getting in deeper depression.