Jack72345's Journal

Tonight was amazing! Or should I say more like this morning since it was after midnight! But oh my god! It was so right, yet so wrong! And it was with him! Being with him makes me so upset sometimes! But I don't know why he was so willing, maybe it's just because he's just a guy and that's what guys like! But still he has someone, and he was just taking me home from work. It was so bad to do it! But I enjoyed it. What if she found out? I mean truthfully I don't give a shit about how she feels! She's a bitch, but I don't want him to get in troubel, but then again if she found out I may have him! I know that's kinda mean to think of but I really would like to have him as mine again. Well I hope it works out soon and me and him can do what we want together.

But besides from that! Dad lost his job today! It's horrible, he was laid off and it's not fair! I now have to pay for everything including my phone bill if I want to keep my phone! I hope dad starts looking for a new job now, cause it's not fair to us! It's not fair about any of this! Well it better turn out good for us soon otherwise we may lose things that we can't afford to lose.