Journal Entry for April 9, 2007
April 9, 2007 3:41am
I'm drunk, apathetic. Took some Vicodin, talking on MSN. Feeling nothing right now. I want to be a dead girl though. So bad.
Starbuline 
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About Me
Starbuline
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About Me
I am depressed, have OCD, and Asperger's Syndrome.
I am depressed, have OCD, and Asperger's Syndrome.
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Interests
I am obsessed with Russia. That's why I say I am from Russia. I'm also obsessed with Wrong Planet, and a few members on there. I also love music, play guitar and piano, and I hope to find others like me here.
I am obsessed with Russia. That's why I say I am from Russia. I'm also obsessed with Wrong Planet, and
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Journal Entry for April 5, 2007
April 5, 2007 11:33pm
Tim is pissing me off right now. He's defending someone who said something that really hurt my feelings.
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Little Love
i miss you so much sophie. it will have been 2 years in a month. i still have your picture of you, leanna, and i at school and you're smiling in the picture. i miss you always .
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i know you'll never read this, but you are missed deeply. you were always so funny and nice.
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I know you will now never receive this, but I miss you and wish I had supported you more when you were here.
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Hey whats up Im from WP too :)
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am depressed, am suicidal, have OCD,and Asperger's Syndrome. I want support.
Treatments
- Geodon Not Working
- Gave me panic attacks.
- Lexapro Not Working
- I ended up overdoesing on them.
- Prozac Not Working
- Made me jittery and anxious.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I have to see a therapist once a week. After my suicide attempts, it had to be two, but now since I'm supposedly 'out of the woods', it's back to once a week.
- Anafranil Too Soon to Tell
- I don't really know if it's working.
Close Asperger Syndrome
I have AS, and was diagnosed in May of 2006.
Open Self-Injury
I've been cutting and banging my head since I was 13.
Treatments
- Anafranil Working / Worked
- It's working a little, but I feel even more depressed now.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I think I may have BPD. I am self-diagnosed.
Open Coming Out
I think I might be Bisexual
Open Prescription Drug Abuse
I keep stealing Xanax and I need I think I may need it now.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaI've been binging then starving myself for a bit now. My therapist tells me I have an eating disorder.
