Journal Entry for August 11, 2008
everyday is a struggle.
my moods are just out of friggin control.
no work tomorrow.
im going to work on being a happy person.
I'm just a girl trying to deal with all my crazy unstable emotions and thoughts. I was previously diagnosed with borderline personality disorder but now docs say its advanced into bipolar rapid cycling. not sure if that actually makes sense but whatever. I used to self harm and fight off the impulses everyday. Ive been cut free for 4 months. Im either sleeping or always lying in bed. I want to get better. I decided a few weeks ago to go back to therapy and try meds again after 2 unsucsessful attempts that ended me up in the hospital both times. Hopefully this time it will work. My life depends on it.
I'm just a girl trying to deal with all my crazy unstable emotions and thoughts. I was previously diagnosed with borderline personality disorder but now docs say its advanced into bipolar rapid cycling. not sure if that actually makes sense but whatever. I used to self harm and fight off the impulses everyday. Ive been cut free for 4 months. Im either sleeping or always lying in bed. I want to get better. I decided a few weeks ago to go back to therapy and try meds again after 2 unsucsessful attempts
photography. coffee.. which happens to be a big part of my job. staying alive and calm.
photography. coffee.. which happens to be a big part of my job. staying alive and calm.
everyday is a struggle.
my moods are just out of friggin control.
no work tomorrow.
im going to work on being a happy person.
yesterday i went to a new psyciatrist. i have not seen one in almost a year. after my last incident in the hospital i knew i should go. she talked …
Hope you are doing good.
Mine's just a disaster Lol
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