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TRENTONLEEMOM 
3:27pm, November 9, 2009
I just spent that last few days off an on reading through all of my journal entries as well as all of the comments made by each of you. I had no idea I was so dang smart..... LOL No really, I knew exactly what to write and when to write it. The only problem here is most of the entries I have no recollection of ever writting them. But as I have read them over the past few days I realized they were there for me to read now. I am not sure why the last 3 or 4 days have been so tough for me but they have been. But each entry I wrote brings me one step closer again to comming out of the dark place I have been in for the last week. As I read them it was like I was reading something somebody else had written as I am sitting here shaking my head yes everything I am reading is true, then I realize hmmmm I wrote that? When? How did I know that then? But while I read them I realized each of them were perfect for right now and all so true. So I guess today I will thank myself for taking the time to write all of those journals I needed them. I suppose stranger things have happened right?
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Isn't it amazing how we can find exactly what we need when we need it & then wonder how it happened....Hugs to you....
annsullivan
I have found Journals here on DS and pages of things and thoughts I wrote in my file.I know I wrote them, but when or why, I have no Idea. Some have dates, some don't, Some are so very dark that they are scary to me. I knew I was crazy, and people said I was not, BUT I WAS! Love,Peggy
grndmudder
I will have to do the same myself! I guess it is akin to reading about a journey that we remember little of. I think I will find a stranger wrote those things, since each and every day, I find myself to be a newer and different person. How else could I find who I am but through my journals? I have changed more in the last 11 months that I did in the last 35 years. Wow, mind boggling. Love, Belinda
BinkyH