Still counting
November 11, 2009 12:41pm
484......Seriously! Where have all of these days gone? Amazing really, I have lived through the hardest thing in my life and I am still …
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TRENTONLEEMOM
3:27pm, November 9, 2009
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About Me
TRENTONLEEMOM
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About Me
First and formost I am a mom. Kids have always been my life. I have 4 living children and one that became my angel July 15th 2008. I lost my oldest son to a tragic boating accident he was only 13. I am having a very hard time understanding this is now my reality.
First and formost I am a mom. Kids have always been my life. I have 4 living children and one that became my angel July 15th 2008. I lost my oldest son to a tragic boating accident he was only 13. I am having a very hard time understanding this is now my reality.
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Interests
I am interested in life, and trying to live it to the fullest. I am interested also in finding out anything I can about the other side and life after death.
I am interested in life, and trying to live it to the fullest. I am interested also in finding out anything
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Journal
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How strange
November 5, 2009 4:56pm
I just spent that last few days off an on reading through all of my journal entries as well as all of the comments made by each of you. I had …
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Not here as much anymore
September 26, 2009 3:10pm
I know I am not here as much anymore, but I still think of all of you often. But there are those times when I have to come back here, and there …
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Trenton's headstone
August 26, 2009 1:27pm
I wanted to recommend the company that I commisioned to make Trenton's headstone. They are located in China and I loved working with …
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Hugbook
Rainbow
May we both find some sunny days in this terrible time - thank you
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What a sweet looking boy! My heart goes out to you.
Prayer
Hi I wanted to show you support even though it's a few days late on your son's angel date. I hope you were able to make by that day with fond memories of him and keep in close in your heart. My dad's 1st year is coming up this friday the 24th. I'm freaking out about it but I'm trying to be strong & remember him in the best way possible...I'm here for you xox
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Big hugs! Ginger
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildRecently lost my oldest child to a horrible boating accident. Having a hard time just getting through each day. My other children miss him so much and I can't just "fix it" for them. I feel so lost! He was such an amazing kid.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- I am not sure if it works or not, but it is all I am doing so I hope it is doing some good.
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- I have no choice but to keep busy as I have 4 other children. Al younger that Trenton. They need me so I do what I have to do.
- Music Working / Worked
- Music has helped me alot! Especially putting words to my feelings. I especially like slipped away by Avril Lavigne.
- Pets Working / Worked
- My 2 boxers can feel my emotions and are there for me no matter what. I love those 2 slobbering mutts LOL
- Poetry Working / Worked
- I have never been able to write a day in my life however I wrote one poem and it made my whole family cry and they said it was beautiful and it helped us heal a bit
- Prayer Working / Worked
- I find myself doing this more and more each day.
- Reading Working / Worked
- Reading helps me alot. Especially learing about things I never would have learned about before my son passed away. Now I have a craving for knowledge of the afterlife.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Remembering all the memories really helps. I want to keep him as much of an active part of our lives as possible. To not remember is to pretend that he never existed, I can not do that.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- DS has been more help than I ever could have hoped for.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- DS has been the best support I can find I love it here.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I have to talk, I have to remember. I can not bottle it up inside.
Close Seasonal Affective Disorder
just get very gloomy when the weather turns grey and icky. and this year is the worst ever. I just want to crawl in a hole and hibernate for a long while.
Open Oppositional Defiant Disorder (ODD)
My son is defiant just to be defiant....guess he has this. He is 4 and they just started him on Zoloft. He has OCD's pretty bad. And until very recently had never slept through the night.
Treatments
- Child Time-out Working / Worked
- some days works some days doesn't even phase him
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- not quite sure yet he has only been on it for 4 days
