I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!
November 22, 2009 10:36am
I have not smoked since 3/25/09. Mike has gone back to smoking, but I am doing great! I don't miss it and I don't mind being …
CrazyLibraMomOf2
10:42am Sunday
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About Me
CrazyLibraMomOf2
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About Me
My name is Crystal and I am a Libra to the fullest extent!! I am a single mother to two of the most amazing little boys ever, Tyler is 9 and Brendyn is 5. I have been with my boyfriend for almost 3 years. He filled the missing piece to our puzzle! I enjoy laughing, being silly and meeting new people. It took 26 years to reach a positive place in my life. Now that I'm here, there's just no turning back! I still have days where I wonder why my life was the way it was. But I have realized, the past we cannot change, we can only focus on our future and making it what WE want it to be!!
My name is Crystal and I am a Libra to the fullest extent!! I am a single mother to two of the most amazing little boys ever, Tyler is 9 and Brendyn is 5. I have been with my boyfriend for almost 3 years. He filled the missing piece to our puzzle! I enjoy laughing, being silly and meeting new people. It took 26 years to reach a positive place in my life. Now that I'm here, there's just no turning back! I still have days where I wonder why my life was the way it was. But I have realized, the past
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I enjoy writing alot. I spend all of my time with my family doing various activities to keep us busy!! I like to be a social butterfly so you can always find me here, on Myspace at -www.myspace.com/crazylibra or AIM at - cnovitch I enjoy bringing out the better in others. We waste so much time being angry and bitter. I've found if you can break through that shell, everyone has a smile! I never judge, as everyone has their story. I'd like to think God put me through hell to help others.. The events have made me stronger and helped me become the person I am today. Live life with no regrets!!
I enjoy writing alot. I spend all of my time with my family doing various activities to keep us busy!!
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5 hugs received, 4 hugs given, 1 group discussion post
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CrazyLibraMomOf2 and Godsblessing13 are now friends 10:01pm
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CrazyLibraMomOf2 and BSPUNKY are now friends 5:19pm
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CrazyLibraMomOf2 gave BSPUNKY a hug 1:19pm
Thank you for the words of encouragement. ;) Seems you and I have a lot in common. Stay in touch! :)…
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Hi Chris, I know its been a while since I've been on. I hope all is well with you. Things have been ok…
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Update & just a vent...
June 21, 2009 10:30am
Today is fathers day... I wish I had a father to share this with. I had made a couple calls to my dad (the man who raised me, but not my …
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So Happy
May 26, 2009 8:42pm
I just get so happy every time I see how many days its been since I last smoked a butt. Mike and I are fortunate enough to not have any …
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Letter to my mother...
April 30, 2009 2:27pm
Here is the email I wrote to my mother... PHEW. I still havent talked to her since she's been out of the hospital... No …
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Thought of the day...
April 26, 2009 1:43pm
I was thinking... as I sit here and review all of the love I received here on DS from my friends, I've realized, even with the bad …
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hey there...i thought u wasnt coming back...sorry....how is everything?....talk to u soon...big hugs
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Hi Crystal,
All I can say to you is please don't give up on her. My mum died last year due to years of Alcohol and Depression. I felt the exact same way you do. I sometimes thought it was better if she was dead, then I wouldn't have to deal with watching her fall over, pass out, promise not to drink anymore then get totally wasted. She had so many near misses like how you describe your mum does, but unfortunately the last fall got her and I guess God took away her suffering. It's only now I realise and feel guilty for not listening to her , really listen to her and her problems. I like you just wanted my mum back. Don't get me wrong, my mum was an Ageld but the Alcohol and depression just took my loving mum away from me and made her into a person I didn't even know
It's up to you, but being on the other side I know the outcome and it's 100 times worse to not have your mum
If you want to talk, let me know
Huge hugs
Sue
Ray of Sunshine
hi crystal, ty for the add, bear hugs, hope u had good weekend
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Hello New Friend :) Have a Good Week.
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Great you Quit :)
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Support Groups
Close Optic Nerve Hypoplasia
My son was diagnosed with Optic Nerve Hypoplasia at age 5 before kindergarten... All prior we were told he had 20/20 vision.
Close Depression
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Effexor Not Working
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- Makes you gain ALOT of weight in a short time!!
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- I have reached a point in my life where I've realized, this is MY life. If its not positive, its not for me! :) This trait IS contagious. Beware, your niceness may rub off on others!!
- Prozac Not Working
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Made me feel high/light headed all the time
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Conduct Disorder
Having some SEVERE issues with my 8 year old. Since our house burned down, he has changed, been very angry/bossy. Hits on his younger brother, etc...
Treatments
- Concerta Working / Worked
- I can honestly say this has been a miracle drug! I never wanted to put my son on meds but since I did he has completely turned around. He also recently won Student of the Month! I would recommend trying this to anyone.
Open Family Issues
My mother has been an alcoholic since I was a child. We never got along and now we have no contact. I dont have contact with ANY of my family, other than my own I have created (my 2 children). I cry often at the thought of not having anyone to talk to, or even someone to call and just say I love you. I am 25 now and just cant seem to get past this...
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I have some friends who I talk to... They really cant relate. They all come from loving families, something I never had.
Open Degenerative Disc Disease
I have had low back pain for atleast 8 years. Finally, after I switched my insurance from Medicare to Blue Cross/Blue Shield, they diagnosed me with Degenerative Disk Disease. Dr's will not prescribe any pain meds nor have they ever. Any idea's how to cope with the pain???
Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
I have an 8 year old boy who I am starting to struggle with. He doesnt't seem to have the ability to focus on anything. He was always a full-attentive child, I never had any issues with him until our house burned down in Feb 07'.
Treatments
- Education (School) Somewhat Helpful
- I am fortunate enough to be working closely with his teacher to get Ty where he needs to be.
Open ADHD / ADD
I struggled and cried all the time over my older son. Finally, the Dr diagnosed him as having ADD. Its not that he was a destructive kid, but he would never listen or focus. Its almost like he was empty inside. Like he wanted so bad to be good, but would end up being bad. The infamous answer to everything "I dont know".
Treatments
- Concerta Working / Worked
- I HAVE MY BABY BACK!! I was always against meds, but the Dr finally talked me into it and I'm glad she did. Since my son has been on it, there have been no side effects, other than a happy boy who no longer gets in trouble all the time. :) He is so proud of himself these days, as is his teacher!! This has been a GODSENT to our lives and my son and I have become much closer. I am willing to recommend this.
Open Chronic Pain
I have had chronic back pain for 9 years. It went untreated for so long, that now I need surgery. I can't stand the pain anymore.
Treatments
- Chiropractic Adjustment Somewhat Helpful
- Cymbalta Not Working
- This worked for Depression symptoms, but not pain. We're depressed because of the pain!!
- Hydrocodone Not Working
- My doctor prescribed me Hydrocodone; that doesn't really do much.
- Marijuana Not Working
- Naproxen Not Working
- Oxycodone Somewhat Helpful
- I got into a car accident and they gave me Percocet, that was a temp supply, but it worked.
- Physical Therapy Not Working
