Journal

I just can't seem to stay with weight loss. It's probably bad for me to keep losing and gaining. Right now I am almost the heaviest that I have ever been in my life. I just don't see the point of another diet. I exercise, and I am happy that I generally keep up with that, but the diet yo yo has just got to stop. 

There really is no point of this post. I just want to accept myself the way that I am. I don't want to gain, but I am not going to mentally beat myself up if I don't lose anymore. I am so tired of thinking I am a fat pig in every situation I could possibly be in. I think I am nearly to the point of where I don't care what other people think.