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Well, I have not written in my journal for a long time and since I'm going through some painful, stressful shit, I figured now would be a good …
I am a 32 year old mother of two boys. I am a home care nurse and I love it. I would not want to do anything else in life but care for others. My life revolves around my kids and my dog, Bo who is a coon hound mix and the only man who ever treated me with respect! lol I am a nurturer and love helping others. Even though I may be quiet at times I am a good listener and always pay attention to what is going on around me. I am trying to like myself more and accept what I am and what I can not change.
I am a 32 year old mother of two boys. I am a home care nurse and I love it. I would not want to do anything else in life but care for others. My life revolves around my kids and my dog, Bo who is a coon hound mix and the only man who ever treated me with respect! lol I am a nurturer and love helping others. Even though I may be quiet at times I am a good listener and always pay attention to what is going on around me. I am trying to like myself more and accept what I am and what I can not change.
I love all types of things. I am SICK of being hurt!! It will have to really be a special person to get me to love again. My brick wall is back up and it is sturdy...I love to read all types of books. I usually read a novel a week. I love all animals and i have a coon hound mix named Bo. I love him to death. Animals help my anxiety. I love the outdoors. Camping and hiking are my favorites. My favorite season is Autumn. It is beautiful here in Pittsburgh in the fall. I love tattoos and think they are sexy as hell on a man! :) I have 5 myself and wouldn't mind getting another. I would love to make friends on here. I'm open and honest and I'm a good friend.
I love all types of things. I am SICK of being hurt!! It will have to really be a special person to get
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Well, I have not written in my journal for a long time and since I'm going through some painful, stressful shit, I figured now would be a good …
I dont know why I do it is all I can say. All I want in life is to be loved and cared for and I push everyone away. I dont mean to. I really dont. Im …
I do not like using the word 'hate' but why do I feel that way towards him? Tonight I thought things were going pretty well. We went to …
I dont know what to do. Im so lonly. Im so depressed. Every day is the same. Every day I wake up and do the same thing over and over...I lost so many …
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I have been addicted to pain pills for almost 8 years. I have a blood clotting disorder and took lots of pain meds. My doctor took me off one day and I went through horrible withdraw! A friend then introduced me to oxy contin. I loved it!!! I lost my house, almost lost my kids and ruined my life. I now take Suboxone and I am addicted to that now. I've been on it for 2 years. How do I stop?? Help!
My husband emotionally abuses me. He keeps money from me and belittles me in front of the kids. We were seperated for 6 years and got back together last year for the kids. He is better now than before, but it is still there. He once spit a Big Mack in my face because I wanted to visit a friend. He called me worthless bitch because I wouldnt have sex with him one night. He jacked me up against a wall. He has broken things and has thrown food around the kitchen for no reason. I hate him..
I have had panic attacks since my son was born 10 years ago. I had horrible post partum depression and I have been on Lexapro ever since.
2 years ago I had horrible calf pain the went misdiagnosed for weeks until one day I couldnt take a breath without it hurting. I went to the e.r. and found out it was a p.e. I grew 5 more clots in my body within 2 weeks. I have protien s and c deficiency.
When I was 32 weeks pregnant I had HELLP syndrome and almost died with the baby. Lukily they were able to take him out in time. He stayed in NNIC for a good while. He is 7 years old now and healthy as a horse!
Have blood dissorder called Protien C & S deficiency. Had clot in leg 4 years ago. It was misdiagnosed for 2 weeks until the e.r. finally found it and all my others.
When I was 16 my boyfriend shot himself while I was on the phone with him. I broke up with him that day and he called after school to say goodbye. I didnt believe him, so I kept him on the phone for 2 hours talking. He had his dad's gun. He finally told me he loved me and he had to go. He shot himself and I will never forget that sound. I will never forget the sound of him dropping to the floor. I stayed on the phone with him hoping he was still alive. He wasnt. It really messed me up.
I have 5 tattoos and would love to get another one! Had my tongue pierced once too and that hurt like a bitch!