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ConstantKnot 
4:38pm Monday
I don't want to be here anymore, I don't want to have to deal with my demons. I don't want to wake up in the morning, and everyday realize how unhappy i am. I'm angry with everyone around me. People lying to me, family shouting at me, I wish i was back in the hospital. I was okay there. But they refuse to put me in. I wish i was dead. I wish i didn't have to wake up in the morning. I'm not scared of not being here anymore. It's the best thing i could do for everyone. Soon i'll be gone. Soon i won't be here to feel anything anymore.
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If you're having these thoughts go to the emergency room and tell someone. They have to admit you if you tell them you are having suicidal thoughts. If you need a hospital, go there. Take care and don't go. You are not alone.
catleya
By don't go, I didn't mean don't go to the hospital...but please don't go from this earth...you are loved and valued...try to remember that.
catleya
I don't want to go to the hospital, I want to stay here and rot.
ConstantKnot