Giving up.
November 24, 2009 6:51pm
What have i accumlated to? A nothing, A no one. I used to be someone with dreams, aspirations. I used to want to never die. Something changed inside …
ConstantKnot
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About Me
ConstantKnot
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About Me
Hey, I'm stacey, I have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder/anti-social personality disorder, Scitozphenia with an onset of Depression. I thought it would be easier not knowing what was wrong with me. And i was right, Because now im labelled. I have quitee severe mood swings and a cronic feeling of emptiness. I'm scared of staying in the same place to long, So i always try and move. I have been an inpatient three times since september, with a month stay, A three month stay, And a two week stay. I swear soon they might think i like it in there! I have a destructive personality and tend to destroy most things around me.
Hey, I'm stacey, I have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder/anti-social personality disorder, Scitozphenia with an onset of Depression. I thought it would be easier not knowing what was wrong with me. And i was right, Because now im labelled. I have quitee severe mood swings and a cronic feeling of emptiness. I'm scared of staying in the same place to long, So i always try and move. I have been an inpatient three times since september, with a month stay, A three month stay, And a
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Interests
Photography, Movies, Music, Caring, Friends, Also i would just like to say, Do not tell me anything about god. I do not believe in him remotely. I don't want to hear about him. I'm not bashing you for believeing in him. Just don't bring him into my life.
Photography, Movies, Music, Caring, Friends, Also i would just like to say, Do not tell me anything about
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What have i accumlated to? A nothing, A no one. I used to be someone with dreams, aspirations. I used…
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Doesn't want to be here anymore.
November 5, 2009 1:46pm
I don't want to be here anymore, I don't want to have to deal with my demons. I don't want to wake up in the morning, and everyday …
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Journal Entry for October 29, 2009
October 29, 2009 6:33pm
Daniel,
I'm coming to join you, I don't mind what it means. You take my place here on this earth if you want. I'll have the nothiness. …
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July 22, 2009 5:53pm
In just one moment, Your entire life was gone.Numb, Lifeless, Dead and gone.The words echoed in my head.Three days before someone thought to tell …
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July 22, 2009 5:31pm
One more life, It's just another person.I can make sure, They'll never feel again,I'll take away the one thing everyone needs.I'll …
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Little Love
Pulling for you Stace.......BIG HUGS.
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Hey Stacey how are you? Hope you are ok.
Rainbow
I hope your therapy session went well today and you are feeling better.
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Flower
Thinking of you. Hope we can chat soon.
Hug
Hope things start looking up for you. Hang in there!
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionTreatments
- Celexa Not Working
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
Open Schizophrenia
ConstantKnot hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
ConstantKnot hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendI've lost my best friend.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- Getting Angry Not Working
- Helping Others Not Working
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Antisocial Personality Disorder (APD)Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- I found it difficult to talk about what was going on in my mind and when i did i found i was being judged. They didnt take me seriously.
Open Paranoia
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