freedomcanhappen's Journal

So, as many of you know, I went for my CT scan Monday and today I was suppose to see my gyn onc.  well.  He ended up in surgery so they moved my appt from 3:30 to 12pm.  Got there and He was called into an emergency so no doctor.

my initial instinct is to SCREAM!!!!!!! with my inside voice of course, ha ha.

Anyway, His nurse was very kind, she actually talked to me for a while.  got more info and she printed off the CT results the radiologist had sent.  It doesn't show an obvious kink in my bladder but the walls of my bladder are thickening, why we dont know.  Usually it is common with those who receive radiation but I didn't.  so,so far that is what I know.  I see my doctor on Monday to find out more.  Basically it is probably still a pretty easy fix, but it involves surgery, but at least so far I don't get the idea that it is a major surgery.  more minor.

Frustrating because there is nothing I can do to relieve the discomfort I feel right now in the mean time but it is a start.  At least, so far, there is no sign that the cancer has come back!!!!

I am tired of feeling physically so crappy when mentally I feel strong and inspired and motivated.  It is very frustrating.

Anyway, just wanted to let yall know what I found out.

Thanks, big hugs and prayers