I am scared out of my mind. I am …
I am scared out of my mind. I am the oldest of 8 children and I have 4 children of my own. I just started college and …
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VBlanchette 
5:20am, August 6, 2009
Well, I came to work tonight to find 2 victims in a car accident being worked on. The one died, it was pretty bad. The one I helped has a broken cheek bone, a fracture in his lumbar 4 and 5, and a bleed on the side of his brain. He was stable, but combative. I think we did a good job on him, but I feel empty somehow. I want this fulfilled feeling, but I just don't have it. I was able to keep him calm and coax him into cooperating with out battery of tests. Maybe if I knew how he turns out I could feel better. I don't know. There's not much there for feelings or thoughts.
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I'm sorry you had such a rough night. Is there a way you can find out his status?
ErinD
I can't b/c of confidentiality. I don't need to know how he is in order to continue his care. In the newborn nursery, we get updated just because they have a different policy since a lot of the time the mothers are still with us but the baby is at the NICU. I ust wish I could shake this profoundly empty feeling. I'm sad for the family, but I just feel like....nothing. Maybe like failure?
VBlanchette
sorry you had a bad night...I hate those shifts!
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