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Debbie8800 
3:58am, March 23, 2009
Friday night, trying to figure out about going back to calif tuesday.
Is nervuos about going back to calif and starting at a new school, but i have to do it. Im not a resident of NJ anymore.
In some ways i want to leave nj and leave these problems behind but i know i will miss my mother. I hope she is ok without me here.
I want to get finished with this bachelors degree once and for all, then do my masters online and be working at something i enjoy.
Psychology, sociology, behavioral science is my first choice.
Just writing here to figure things out. I am flying into san jose tuesday at 6:10 am which will be hard then i have to get a ride to my car and then get to my storage unit. whewwwwwww
then i have to drive 8 hours to S. Calif and i haven't even made a final decision on which school im picking san diego or channel islands. i have to decide by monday.
School starts on the 24 of august.
Still can't believe michael jackson is not here anymore. wow, he was always entertaining, sometimes in a good or bad way but he was amusing to watch.
I feel a certain amount of guilt about leaving my mother here in nj but i think i have to get on with my life. One more year and next summer i will come back for the whole summer again.
I need something to keep my mind busy.
thank you for listening.
