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Debbie8800 
3:58am, March 23, 2009
Hi: My flight to california has been delayed till august 26th. Im very apprehensive about going back to calif.
My son is giving me problems and my mom is in the hospital. I realize when she goes no one but no one will be able to take her place.
So i just carry on alone in this world.. Its scary. I will be starting at a new university next week.
CSU Channel Islands near malibu hope to god i like it. i probably won't i will be home sick..
My mom is still in the hospital with some dementia, parkinsons disease and she is 83.
I feel so alone with no support.
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Friday night, trying to figure out about going back to calif tuesday.
Is nervuos about going back to calif and starting at a new school, but i have to do it. Im not a resident of NJ anymore.
In some ways i want to leave nj and leave these problems behind but i know i will miss my mother. I hope she is ok without me here.
I want to get finished with this bachelors degree once and for all, then do my masters online and be working at something i enjoy.
Psychology, sociology, behavioral science is my first choice.
Just writing here to figure things out. I am flying into san jose tuesday at 6:10 am which will be hard then i have to get a ride to my car and then get to my storage unit. whewwwwwww
then i have to drive 8 hours to S. Calif and i haven't even made a final decision on which school im picking san diego or channel islands. i have to decide by monday.
School starts on the 24 of august.
Still can't believe michael jackson is not here anymore. wow, he was always entertaining, sometimes in a good or bad way but he was amusing to watch.
I feel a certain amount of guilt about leaving my mother here in nj but i think i have to get on with my life. One more year and next summer i will come back for the whole summer again.
I need something to keep my mind busy.
thank you for listening.
Hi:
Is getting ready to go back to california on tuesday. Im kind of nervous about the whole situation.
Will be starting at a different school. Nice area near malibu. So wish me luck.
Deb
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debbie, hang in there. things look bad but don't let the craziness of the world drive you nuts. sure, you have to do everything you can for your mom and you have to deal with your son. you also have to take care of debbie.
martyE