customs572's Journal

Well here be it, or there was it, or now hear it. Well guys as you all know I have ventured from here to there then over there and back to here, none the less, I have been doing pretty well. I have not had any pancreatic issues and have been doing pretty good, I am so happy, I have watched my diet, stayed away from alcohol, and managed to stay well out of the hospital, I have finally managed to get off all the oxycontin, dilaudid , and most of the other pills, I refused to take any more narcotics after I knew I felt better and wanted not to live my life on drugs, narcoticsforever, Some people say I am crazy to go off the drugs but hey I am human and sane and sober and I do not need opiates to stay happy these days, I am not an abuser therefore I said no more to my doc and he agreed whole open hearted. With no dispute, other than are you sure your ready, and my response is yes I am done with the narcs doc, he smiled and said most people never get to this point and if they do they cringe when I as the doc tell them I think your over it. At any rate, I am really on more of anti depressants than anything Paxil, Trazodone, and I still take Phenergan. I also still take pancreatic enzyme pills, and a few other misc pills, but here is the deal since getting off the narcs and on the paxil from cymbala I have gained massive weight like 65 lbs, yeah I know I was like waaaahat. Well it happened, but it seems more AD does that to people. Anyway I will update more in the next few weeks, I love you all, and thanks for hearing me! BTW I have a sinus infection and they have to give me a special dose in high volume to rake it out, the normal medicine, would cause a flare up and put me back into the hosp. so if you need to see the doc for anything related illness body wise MAKE SURE YOU TELL THEM YOU HAVE A PANCREATIC CONDITION, CAUSE MOST MEDS WILL RESPOND TO A NEGATIVE WAY TO YOUR BODY AND END YOU UP IN THE ER FOR PANCREATITIS ACUTE FLARE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!