wturtlefaith's Journal

im strugling really bad but started see a phiciatrist who specializes in eating disorders who is very tough on me i think she may be able to help me she said if i loose 14lbs i will be put in the hospital aginst my will the way im going i dont have much leadway  but for the first time i have support to help me get thrugh this but im scared to get better scared i will get fat ang loose control i need to admit i have a problem but i feel to big and ashamed to admit it does anyone else feel this way