I'm back ..Don't know where I've been ..lolol
September 27, 2008 2:57pm
Hello all,
My I looked and realized that months have passed and if I havenot responded to your letters and hugs I tried to accomplish that …
song47 
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song47
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About Me
It's been like living in a dream my friend, confidant and mother passed away on 2- 4 08 ..and my life has not been the same..I have lived with my mother since my father passed 1999 We shared a house and my gratest fear that I have lived with every day for the last 10 years was the "fear of lsoing her" she was my entire world..i made a concsious choice to focus in her ..my life was a series of emotinal roller coaster experiences..I will write more..but now I need to be quiet and just feel this emotion
It's been like living in a dream my friend, confidant and mother passed away on 2- 4 08 ..and my life has not been the same..I have lived with my mother since my father passed 1999 We shared a house and my gratest fear that I have lived with every day for the last 10 years was the "fear of lsoing her" she was my entire world..i made a concsious choice to focus in her ..my life was a series of emotinal roller coaster experiences..I will write more..but now I need to be quiet and just feel this emotion
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hello all ..
June 13, 2008 12:57pm
Hello all... well its been a few days since I have written somehow this week was rather difficult at times...My focus has been on my cat …
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4 months 6 days ..endless time
June 8, 2008 1:58pm
I find not writing and just feeling sometimes lets the freshest of the wounds heal just a little ..I sit before this keyboard and I …
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I try and take care of myself; that's what's making me confused! I thought I was done with these headaches!! They brutalized me for years. Now they're back...it does seem like ibuprofen and cool dark rooms have been my best way yet to beat them, but I get nothing done then, and am so far behind on everything as it is...it figures this would start up again just when I'm starting to get it together! Ah, well, I have two advantages over this foe: I have a doctor incase they get too ferocious, and I have my friends on DS! You are lovely! Thank you for looking in on me! ---girlieB
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Thanks, dear heart. You already feel like a friend.
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your kind words truly touched me, thank you.
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I lost my mother who truly was my best friend I lived and cared fro her the last 10 years ..there is a empitness and vulnerabiity that surrounds me now..It will be 3 months monday ..she truly was my hero and inspiration ..learning to focuse my life on me is a daily struggle...I am a incredible caretake..however learning to take care of me ..that's a nother story..I will visit often god bless
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- Crying Working / Worked
- incredible ,necessary and apart of life
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- You betcha ..yelling in the car into pillows ..but not at anyone
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- I have the same therapist who is increibdle
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- I work for a non profit health organization and have a small business artistically based which allows me to touch the part of me that I so enojy
- Music Working / Worked
- I sing and play the paino ..for over 50 years ..this is home to me
- Pets Working / Worked
- My cat clarity who is 14 years ..she misses my mom terrible she still goes and sits in her room and crys and looks for her
- Poetry Working / Worked
- I write as if I am a painter and the paper is a canvas..at times very difficult to do
- Prayer Working / Worked
- without out prayer and faith I would nto be here
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- of course..without it the process would be overwhelming
- Reading Working / Worked
- incredible book "losing a parent i encourage everyone to begin the process of readin it
- Remembering Working / Worked
- We have a memorial site for my mother as well as a bench which sits on the beach overlooking the bay and the pacific ocean
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- oh dear without my brother sisiter in law neice and nephew and dear friends i would not have survived the 1 st wee
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