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richawaii78 
so after 18 years of avoiding it, i have finally decided to do something about my anxiety and depression issues... i finally have had enough of this emotional rollercoaster i go through at least twice a year... i wish it would all just end already... i started taking paxil a few days ago... not sure if its working... been walking around in a daze somewhat... i think even if its time for me to start the interferon treatment physically i may not be ready due to my mental status.
im just exhausted... my mind body and spirit are just worn out. tried to hide this prob for years now and just cant do it anymore... everytime i go through this it gets harder n harder to pull out of it. seems like the hole just keeps getting bigger n bigger and i don't have an explanation why... and i can't seem to understand why so many bad things can happen at the same time as so many good ones.... timing is a fucked up thing i tell ya
alohaz
