Journal

I am told I am obsessing too much about whether to go back to school after dealing with moms death only 2 months ago.I know I have to stop that .I have told myself to take it one step at a time , I guess you would call it "BABY STEPS'. I 'm driving myself crazy.

 Slow down girl, Rome wasn't built in a day.look at your options , you will do fine.

 I got for the second day in a row and felt blaaa! yuch ....I thought "this is not me in the morning. so I started a list of things to be thatnkful for.

  1)My cars are paid for.'although they are in the shop often ,it its better than gross monthly bills.' My opinion  only'

 2) my home will be paid for in 8 months ( yahoo!)

 3)I am easing into the acceptance  of my mom's death.

 4) I am enjoying the oppurtunity to volunteering in a sign language  classroom although it is a different part of the language I know.

5)my spouse and I are getting along pretty good.

6)I have some special friends on DS